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you

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as a volunteer

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I'm not going to one thing I'm not going

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to talk about is my abduction

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experiences I'm not going to tell that

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story I've told that a lot most of you

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hopefully have already seen or heard the

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video on UFO hub in some of the other

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places so I didn't want to rehash that

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and when I originally agreed to do this

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talk Adnan won it a title and a

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description for the talk and I usually

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don't know what I'm going to say until

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right before I go to the conference and

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sometimes I don't know until I step up

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on the stage that was the way I always

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did it before when I was doing more of

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these lectures so I gave him a title

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that I thought was going to work which

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is the mission my life is a light

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warrior I thought I was going to talk

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about what I've been through

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since my book came out my book came out

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in 2012 and since that time it's been

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interesting to say the least my life is

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not anything like I would have expected

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it to be there's been a lot of

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challenges so I was going to talk about

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that but you know I I just don't want to

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talk about negativity there's enough of

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that going on in the world out there I

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prefer to try to stay on something

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positive so the title is called the

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mission my life is a light warrior and

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I'm just going to tell you kind of

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stories from my life is what I'm going

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to do that that highlight and show what

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it's like to be a volunteer because a

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lot of people they hear the term

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volunteer or light worker or light

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warrior or star seed all those different

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terms that we use but we don't really

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understand what it means to possibly be

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a light worker or a volunteer excuse me

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I'm gonna have to do this quite often I

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think here so I'm just going to tell

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stories that kind of emphasize why a

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light workers life might be a little bit

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different than the norm the title is

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from

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a day when I was struggling with things

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in my life and I was complaining and if

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for those of you who know me you know

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that I refer to my guys my guys those

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are I work with three different et

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groups

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my whole life I've had contact with them

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and when I talk about my guys I'm

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usually referring to the main guy which

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is someone that I called da da da I gave

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him that name when I was a little girl

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and he's the one that I mainly

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communicate with there's gonna be a lot

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of weirdness just gonna warn you my

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stories are gonna have a lot of

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components that are weird and strange so

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if this is your first time hearing me

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speak you're gonna it might push some

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buttons or it might because I'm gonna

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talk a lot about talking to people that

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aren't there that you can't see so you

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know you can believe it or you don't

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so that's my disc that my disclaimer

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here so I'm okay if you don't believe it

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but that's my life so I talked to da

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sometimes when I feel his presence

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around me and this one day I was

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complaining because I wasn't feeling

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good and I haven't felt good for a long

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time and I said just kind of tired of it

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and I said something like to the effect

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you know this is hard this is not what I

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thought it was going to be this is this

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is being a light worker thing it's just

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not not not what I thought it expected

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it to be like and I heard go he goes

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yeah he said he said what is that what

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is this you're unhappy with or something

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and I said being a light worker I said

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it's hard I said like that and he went

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ha which he's never done that before it

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I thought that was really cute that he

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went huh he's done that now he did it

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one other time since then I can't

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remember when but he went ha and he goes

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light work or he said you are a light

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warrior make no mistake about it cheri

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he said this is a battle between light

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and dark and you dear are on the front

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line and I wanted to give a

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my dance answer to that I wanted to say

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to him would you look at me look at me

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do I look like I belong on the front

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line but I didn't I just got quiet

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because the truth is is that I knew that

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what he said was absolutely true I had

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been and I am on the front line there is

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a battle going on between light and

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darkness those of us who are volunteers

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or light workers starseeds whatever

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label you attached to yourself or to

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your mission you know that and there's a

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lot of us millions of us I certainly am

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NOT special to be here calling myself a

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volunteer I don't feel special quite the

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contrary

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so don't think that that's what I'm

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trying to do I'm just saying that this

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is very real what's going on on the

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planet is very real we are well into it

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and it has been a battle between light

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and dark the light is and will win but

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it is a battle so it's going to be my

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talk is going to center around that and

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now I have to remember which way to go

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here aha

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volunteer is what I am Flores cannon

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coined that phrase and that's exactly

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correct I referred to myself as a

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participant in a program prior to

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hearing her term volunteer and I

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switched from from that to calling

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myself a volunteer so I came here freely

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as millions did as volunteers to come on

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to Planet Earth at this time to help

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raise the frequency so that the what I

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refer to as the native human Earth Souls

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that's what I call them the native human

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earth souls are those who in my opinion

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have been here on the recycling of the

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whole program that was set up on the

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planet to keep the souls of the planet

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Earth from ascending which was their

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natural right to do instead you've been

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trapped here and with that whole game of

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karma and not allowed to to go up the

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ladder of life as we call

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so we came in to be of assistance so

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that the planet could ascend so the

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souls could get out of that trap so it's

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kind of like yeah yeah it's not a

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mission to save there's no saving the

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only one who can save you is yourself

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and there you really don't even need

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saving but you don't you it's not right

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that you'd be trapped in that in that

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cycle so it's like like a liberation we

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came in here to do to liberate the

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planet liberate the souls and break

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break the back of the of the Dark One's

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who had control of this planet so as a

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volunteer coming in those of us who are

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volunteers we don't have to we we have

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to play by the rules of the planet which

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is that we come in behind the veil of

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non remembrance so we don't remember who

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we are where we come from that's the

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whole set up on planet Earth is that you

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come here to forget who you are and

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experience separation so that's the game

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that was originally put in place here

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and so you are separate from your

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creator yours which means you are

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separate from yourself as a volunteer we

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come in and we most of us don't remember

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I've met a few volunteers who came in

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and actually brought with them the

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memory of who they are and that might

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have been a pretty cool thing to do but

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I myself didn't want to do it I remember

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very clearly before I came here that I

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decided that I wanted to experience a

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human life as a human I didn't want to

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come in and and remember who I was I

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wanted to have the whole human

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experience because like a lot of your

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cosmic cousins who are out there I was

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one of them observing the earth and very

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intrigued by the by the humans on planet

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Earth very intrigued I wanted to know

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why do they do what they do why do they

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make the decisions they make because as

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I observed the planet you know it was it

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was baffling to us

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I remember being baffled as to why the

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humans did not claim their power and

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not followed the control system that was

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here I didn't understand why they didn't

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tap into who they were because everyone

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knows that the earth humans are powerful

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beings except it seems that the earth

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humans didn't know that but we didn't

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know why you know I couldn't figure it

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out and I had planted visited the planet

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in my and not in as a human and had

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walked among the humans and totally

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intrigued by them the earth humans are

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known as fascinating creatures because

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they they have resilience that's what I

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remember think about them they have

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resilience they have this they get

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knocked down and they just keep coming

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back they get up over and over again and

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adventuresome and creative and

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intelligent and they are resilience is

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what amazed me the most and we just

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wanted to I just want to know what made

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them tick I was frustrated with them too

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because I did not like the way they

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plant they treated their planet in

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general once you're here you see it all

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together different you realize the

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control and the domination that's that's

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there and how you are totally

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brainwashed from the time you come onto

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the planet and you're born under the

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planet and right away the control system

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kicks in and you are kept in distraction

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so you don't have time to remember who

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you are you don't have time to think

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about it you're busy trying to make

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money and to feed your family and do all

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the things that you do in the 3d life

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that was never intended to be the way

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that it was on the planet but that's how

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it evolved so once you're here you see

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it from a different perspective and and

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you see how easy it is to forget your

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divinity and you know I can say that

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that even that happened with me coming

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in I mean I fell into the whole trap of

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needing to make money and get ahead and

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and you just you forget your connection

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to source the main thing that I noticed

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when I came here is the separation it

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manifests in me

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as such homesickness just very homesick

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because you cut off from your Creator

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and you cut off from your own divine

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self and I talked to another volunteer

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who said that you know she totally

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related to that but then she said the

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way I always put it sherry is that I

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always felt like there was somebody

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missing from my life there's somebody

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who's like supposed to be right here

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with me who I love intensely and who

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loves me and I don't know where they are

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they're gone and every day I miss them

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and I said that's a better description

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than that homesick because that is how

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it is for me every morning of every day

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of my life I have woken up and I always

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think to myself who's missing there's

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someone missing I do it even now even

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though I know the answer to it I still

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might thoughts still go there when

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you're in this state of separation when

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you're cut off from your Creator it is

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the most painful

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I think lonely experience a soul can

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have so my heart breaks for the earth

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humans who have been stuck here on that

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recycling thing for so long because

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you're bound to forget the truth of who

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you are which is why it's been such a

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task to try to awaken the earth humans

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because they don't even know they're

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asleep and that's really tough so coming

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in as a volunteer there were some things

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that had to be a little bit different

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about my situation and those of us who

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came in for the one and only time on the

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planet for me this is my first time here

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is a incarnated human and that's true of

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most of us who are volunteers so I came

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in and I don't have any karma I don't I

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didn't bring in any karma and karma is

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part of the trap and I've said this in

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other lectures and I'm not going to go

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into it a lot but karma has been used

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against you karma exists in its purest

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sense what it is is simply energy that

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needs to be balanced and so the way the

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controllers use it against you was to

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say that if you hurt someone and I

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always use the example if you kill

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somebody in this life

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after you die you go you know it's

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pointed out to you that you know that

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you have to come back and pay for that

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karma so you come back to balance that

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karma and what happens to you is you

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know supposedly you have you get killed

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or whatever however and that's not how

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your balanced karma I mean that doesn't

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even make sense if you think about it

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what about the person who kills you then

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it just perpetuates it which is really

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part of the whole program so karma is

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about is about balancing energy and the

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way that you balance energy is to

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neutralize it and you neutralize it by

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unconditional love and forgiveness

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without judgment you realize you see it

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for what it is I'm not saying that

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killing somebody is not bad I'm just

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saying that on this planet this is a

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planet of projection and perception it's

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a planet that is an illusion

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and so there is no out there so we're

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playing a game much like a video game

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and so it's wrong to kill somebody but

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to balance the energy is by looking at

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it recognizing that what you did was not

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right

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and forgiving yourself for for doing

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what you did and loving yourself and

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that's how you balance karma neutral is

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what you want to do the pendulum swings

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back and forth you don't want it on the

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positive or the negative you want it

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neutral in the middle so I came in with

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no Karma so I didn't have to deal with

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that and the second thing is I when I

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came in I planned my life as a volunteer

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I was given certain tasks that I was

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supposed to do there were certain things

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in my minute what's called the mission

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and the mission is everything to my guys

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the ones that I'm in contact with

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everything comes down to the mission the

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mission comes first so I don't there's

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no free will

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for me I might get to pick what I want

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for dinner but other than that my life

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went very specifically according to a

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plan that was laid out and I had no

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deviation from that none and freewill is

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another one of those things that on

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planet Earth

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I'm amused by it because there are a lot

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of people who believe that free will

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is a really good thing and I'm gonna try

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to explain this just my perception that

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again it doesn't matter if you know if

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it resonates with you or not but free

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will is well let's look at the

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definition here I looked it up and I was

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surprised to see this definition it says

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freedom of humans to make choices that

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are not determined by prior causes or by

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divine intervention and right there

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that's a from I think it's the Merriam

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dictionary I was really surprised to see

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that because that's that's absolutely

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true if you're a human you can make a

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choice and you don't have to consider

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what's what the divine in you would

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choose so it means you're choosing other

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than what is in your highest and best

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interest and the highest and best

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interest of all concerned you're

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choosing other than what the Creator

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within you would have you choose so if

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you have freewill

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it means you're choosing from the part

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of you that is not aligned with the

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divine so you've got the divine which is

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the truth of who you are and then you've

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got what they call the ego which is just

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your little self the small self the side

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of you that is not aligned with the with

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the Creator say it's kind of like the

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devil on one shoulder and the angel on

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the other which one are you gonna listen

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to if you're to if you're going to go

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with freewill a lot of times you didn't

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listen to the little devil

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and that's why freewill is actually a

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big problem with what went wrong on

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planet Earth the humans human souls who

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are here asked collectively asked for

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freewill and the Creator granted that it

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was an experiment to see what would

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happen if if they were given free will

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well what happened was it just spiraled

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too much into fear and so we have the

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mess on planet Earth that we have by

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people choosing using their free will

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instead of what is divine their divine

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guidance would have them do that's just

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me that's my that's the way that I look

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at it but anyway I have no free will

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I gave I surrender that when I came in

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every decision a major decision

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everything in my life has been

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controlled either I'm pushed or I just

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innately know what I was

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to do but mostly I'm just told all my

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life I'm told everything who I was

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supposed to marry and have children with

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I was told who all my relationships I

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was told my career everything was chosen

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for me well well it's not really chosen

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for me that would be the truth of it is

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chosen by my Higher Self the one that I

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refer to as da is I believe an aspect of

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me on a higher level and so it's

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actually my Higher Self so when I say I

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have no free will I'm in alignment with

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what's my highest and best interests and

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highest and best interest for my mission

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as a volunteer here so I freely agreed

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to that so we could say I use my free

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will to to not have free will so I'm

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going to tell the story about getting

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the book and if any of you've read my

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book or if you're familiar with my story

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you know that it was in 2010 that after

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20 years almost 20 years of my guys

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keeping a low profile in my life they

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weren't coming around only once in a

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while to tweak my body and keep me in

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good health other than that I had 20

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years of being what I want which was

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they granted me 20 years of being its

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normal a human as you can as I could be

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and I really relished that and those

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were 20 really great years in my life

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but at the end of that it was 2012 2010

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when in the middle of the night my guys

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came in came in and he told me that the

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planet Earth was now he told me about

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the great earth changes and he said that

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great earth changes are well underway

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now and I there's work to be done and I

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said okay my vacation was over time to

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get to work and he told me I had to

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write a book and I said okay that I

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would do that and I was to write the

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book about my experiences with them my

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contact experiences abductions as they

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were called and I thought well write the

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book but I don't know what I'm gonna say

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about it I I was mostly unaware I had

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some conscious memories but a lot of my

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memories were buried but I said okay

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I'll write the book so I interviewed Don

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Schmidt who was the investor

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on my case and I prepared to get ready

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to write a book and then one day I just

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thought why would I do that

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why would I write a book about this and

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out myself and face all the ridicule and

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everything that goes along with that so

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I put it on the shelf I decided I'm not

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writing the book and I went off to

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Arizona with my dad for the winter and

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while I was down there one day

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I just came awake I don't know I was

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just it just came out of darkness and I

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was sitting at the table and I was

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typing away on my keyboard and I was

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writing a book and I didn't know that's

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what I was doing I I had never used my

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computer to just write like that so I

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didn't know for sure what I was doing

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and I read part of it to see what I was

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writing and I saw it was the book and I

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said oh no I'm not I'm not doing this

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and I heard his voice and he said it is

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time he likes to say that it is time and

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I said I don't care I said I'm not

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writing the book and he goes it is time

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sherry and I said not doing it but out

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of curiosity I went back I was on page

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three it turns out of the book beginning

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of this book and I started I read it and

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I could see that I was writing things

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that were buried memories for me and so

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I was intrigued by it I have I got I got

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suckered into it and so I along with

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them we wrote the book together seems

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like that makes me weak minded but

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actually I mean I was very I was very

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curious because I got a lot of answers

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to what had been going on in my life so

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I wrote the book but then see I thought

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I had the last laugh because I went back

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to Wisconsin and I didn't do anything

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with the manuscript I just sat on it

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because I didn't want to publish the

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book get it published so I was being

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pushed to send it to a publisher and I

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just was ignoring it but I should have

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well at that point I was pretty new in

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this so I didn't really realize I didn't

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have any say in it one day I went to get

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some Reiki

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and my guy will always enjoyed when I

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would come in because when he would do

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Reiki on me the room would fill up with

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usually my my guys my ETS and he eyes

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got a kick out of that and afterwards he

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would always tell me you know what he

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experienced by that and sometimes there

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were messages and was always pretty

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interesting for both of us so this time

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I went to him and he after the Reiki was

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over he was pretty excited and he said

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boy you'll never guess the cherry

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instead of your et friends they said

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there were a few of them there but the

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room was packed and he said around the

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table were all angels and he said there

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were like six angels in there six or

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seven angels he said they're all

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surrounding the table which it was not

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uncommon for me to open my eyes while I

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was getting Reiki because I could feel

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many sets of hands on me often up to

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five different sets of hands and I'd

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always was opening my eyes to see what

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was going on and this was one of those

539
00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:38,470
times that that had happened and he said

540
00:23:41,310 --> 00:23:39,730
you know the Angels you said I

541
00:23:43,169 --> 00:23:41,320
acknowledged them all and I said before

542
00:23:45,330 --> 00:23:43,179
we get started everyone should introduce

543
00:23:47,720 --> 00:23:45,340
themselves so he went around the table

544
00:23:50,159 --> 00:23:47,730
and he said there was this one

545
00:23:52,919 --> 00:23:50,169
impressive angel standing up by my head

546
00:23:56,519 --> 00:23:52,929
and he said we got to his to him and he

547
00:23:58,049 --> 00:23:56,529
said he was Gabriel and we all said well

548
00:24:00,090 --> 00:23:58,059
you wouldn't happen to be Archangel

549
00:24:02,519 --> 00:24:00,100
Gabriel would you and he said an answer

550
00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:02,529
he started to unfurl his wings and he

551
00:24:07,860 --> 00:24:04,330
said no that's okay you don't have to

552
00:24:10,500 --> 00:24:07,870
and he said Archangel Gabriel came and

553
00:24:12,230 --> 00:24:10,510
he said he has a message for you and I

554
00:24:14,820 --> 00:24:12,240
said really

555
00:24:17,159 --> 00:24:14,830
that kind of made me nervous

556
00:24:20,190 --> 00:24:17,169
and I was a little bit in awe of that

557
00:24:23,009 --> 00:24:20,200
and I said what was the message and he

558
00:24:24,720 --> 00:24:23,019
said well he said you wrote a book and

559
00:24:27,180 --> 00:24:24,730
he said you're supposed to hit get it

560
00:24:29,190 --> 00:24:27,190
published and I said what are you

561
00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:29,200
kidding me Archangel Gabriel came to

562
00:24:34,049 --> 00:24:31,480
tell you that yes yeah you have to get

563
00:24:36,029 --> 00:24:34,059
that book published you got a good scent

564
00:24:37,710 --> 00:24:36,039
off and it'll get published and then

565
00:24:41,310 --> 00:24:37,720
you're going to be publicly speaking and

566
00:24:44,399 --> 00:24:41,320
then it will be made into a movie and I

567
00:24:47,190 --> 00:24:44,409
said no we're really and he said yeah he

568
00:24:49,649 --> 00:24:47,200
said I'm just giving you the message so

569
00:24:54,149 --> 00:24:49,659
I didn't know how to feel about it I was

570
00:24:55,010 --> 00:24:54,159
a little bit angry I didn't want to do

571
00:24:57,530 --> 00:24:55,020
it

572
00:25:03,110 --> 00:24:57,540
but I went home and I googled our gange

573
00:25:07,100 --> 00:25:03,120
of Gabrielle and the definition that I

574
00:25:08,900 --> 00:25:07,110
found came close to this one where he's

575
00:25:10,190 --> 00:25:08,910
thought to be a Messenger of God and

576
00:25:13,460 --> 00:25:10,200
regarded as a strong and most powerful

577
00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:13,470
angel in the angelic realm but Gabrielle

578
00:25:16,870 --> 00:25:14,970
is the angel that works the closest with

579
00:25:20,330 --> 00:25:16,880
mankind making him the patron saint of

580
00:25:22,100 --> 00:25:20,340
communication workers that's the part

581
00:25:23,510 --> 00:25:22,110
that impressed me he's the angel of

582
00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:23,520
strength and protection and a ways to

583
00:25:28,640 --> 00:25:26,490
help you with communicating the

584
00:25:30,830 --> 00:25:28,650
definition I read went on to say that he

585
00:25:33,110 --> 00:25:30,840
assists like in movies and in books and

586
00:25:37,130 --> 00:25:33,120
in writing articles and it was all about

587
00:25:40,130 --> 00:25:37,140
communication and I thought man that

588
00:25:44,660 --> 00:25:40,140
just that's pretty interesting

589
00:25:47,660 --> 00:25:44,670
so I did angrily I guess with some

590
00:25:49,790 --> 00:25:47,670
resentment but I did sit down at the and

591
00:25:52,340 --> 00:25:49,800
I googled how to how to get a book

592
00:25:56,320 --> 00:25:52,350
published and I and I sent the book off

593
00:25:58,190 --> 00:25:56,330
to five or six different publishers I

594
00:26:00,290 --> 00:25:58,200
think two of them were out of business

595
00:26:02,870 --> 00:26:00,300
and then I got an acceptance by three

596
00:26:06,680 --> 00:26:02,880
and so the book ended up getting

597
00:26:08,990 --> 00:26:06,690
published and that's it right there and

598
00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:09,000
it's just a little book you wouldn't

599
00:26:15,080 --> 00:26:12,210
think that it was any big deal it's not

600
00:26:17,780 --> 00:26:15,090
a big deal but apparently because the

601
00:26:20,630 --> 00:26:17,790
book came through me there is something

602
00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:20,640
about the frequency in the book that

603
00:26:26,450 --> 00:26:25,290
does cause the book to be I hand up and

604
00:26:27,860 --> 00:26:26,460
they actually end up in the hands of

605
00:26:30,380 --> 00:26:27,870
those who are ready to hear the message

606
00:26:33,020 --> 00:26:30,390
it helps to trigger an awakening in them

607
00:26:34,250 --> 00:26:33,030
of their experiences to the extent that

608
00:26:38,390 --> 00:26:34,260
they are ready to remember their

609
00:26:40,220 --> 00:26:38,400
experiences and as far as the book being

610
00:26:42,200 --> 00:26:40,230
made into a movie that is in the works

611
00:26:43,970 --> 00:26:42,210
we'll see what happens

612
00:26:46,100 --> 00:26:43,980
it's in the pipeline it's been for a

613
00:26:50,030 --> 00:26:46,110
long time but it's very aggressively now

614
00:26:54,230 --> 00:26:50,040
just recently it's supposed to be

615
00:26:56,510 --> 00:26:54,240
there's a manual or a screenplay I guess

616
00:26:58,070 --> 00:26:56,520
being written and we've got some I guess

617
00:27:01,610 --> 00:26:58,080
some studios interested we'll see I

618
00:27:04,610 --> 00:27:01,620
guess if the Archangels want it and the

619
00:27:06,330 --> 00:27:04,620
ETS want it and if there's enough power

620
00:27:09,060 --> 00:27:06,340
behind them to make it happen I guess

621
00:27:14,279 --> 00:27:09,070
and we'll see but for me the whole

622
00:27:15,060 --> 00:27:14,289
takeaway on this experience is if you're

623
00:27:16,740 --> 00:27:15,070
here on a mission

624
00:27:18,990 --> 00:27:16,750
and you took about to perform and

625
00:27:21,630 --> 00:27:19,000
complete certain tasks you'll be held to

626
00:27:23,789 --> 00:27:21,640
those vows even if you don't want it to

627
00:27:25,500 --> 00:27:23,799
and I really did not want to publish

628
00:27:28,649 --> 00:27:25,510
this book and I get emails from people

629
00:27:31,200 --> 00:27:28,659
every day thanking me for my courage and

630
00:27:34,620 --> 00:27:31,210
my bravery for doing what I'm doing and

631
00:27:37,049 --> 00:27:34,630
I always say I'm not courageous and I'm

632
00:27:38,610 --> 00:27:37,059
not brave I was shoved into doing this

633
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:38,620
you know I volunteered to do it before I

634
00:27:42,419 --> 00:27:40,210
came here before I realized how hard it

635
00:27:44,010 --> 00:27:42,429
was going to be and I have to honor the

636
00:27:46,139 --> 00:27:44,020
vow and the promise that I made to do

637
00:27:49,740 --> 00:27:46,149
this to complete this mission so I'm

638
00:27:51,029 --> 00:27:49,750
doing that but it probably doesn't it

639
00:27:54,090 --> 00:27:51,039
doesn't make me brave what it makes me

640
00:27:56,220 --> 00:27:54,100
as probably naive you know I was I was

641
00:27:58,529 --> 00:27:56,230
naive before I came here and didn't know

642
00:28:01,560 --> 00:27:58,539
what I was what I was I kind of bit off

643
00:28:03,180 --> 00:28:01,570
too much I think the second takeaway

644
00:28:05,630 --> 00:28:03,190
from this whole experience is that the

645
00:28:08,039 --> 00:28:05,640
ETS and the angelic realm work together

646
00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:08,049
Whitley Strieber I heard him at contact

647
00:28:11,430 --> 00:28:09,250
in the desert the last time I was well

648
00:28:14,430 --> 00:28:11,440
enough to go to that he was talking

649
00:28:16,169 --> 00:28:14,440
about that same thing and that

650
00:28:18,389 --> 00:28:16,179
definitely proves to me that our

651
00:28:19,710 --> 00:28:18,399
Archangel Gabriel was there to push me

652
00:28:22,049 --> 00:28:19,720
into getting that book published means

653
00:28:25,590 --> 00:28:22,059
there's communication going on in all

654
00:28:27,630 --> 00:28:25,600
realms it's all it's all for the highest

655
00:28:30,000 --> 00:28:27,640
the best interests for the planet that's

656
00:28:32,279 --> 00:28:30,010
what they're all working for people on

657
00:28:34,409 --> 00:28:32,289
this planet have no idea what an

658
00:28:37,110 --> 00:28:34,419
auspicious time this is and what's

659
00:28:39,600 --> 00:28:37,120
really happening it's huge there's never

660
00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:39,610
been anything happened on this planet

661
00:28:44,880 --> 00:28:42,610
that's anywhere near the level of what's

662
00:28:47,190 --> 00:28:44,890
happening now not even close to it

663
00:28:50,820 --> 00:28:47,200
nothing has come close to what's going

664
00:28:52,500 --> 00:28:50,830
down it's very interesting so I'm going

665
00:28:54,180 --> 00:28:52,510
to share another story and I threw this

666
00:28:56,820 --> 00:28:54,190
one in just because I like it it amuses

667
00:28:59,070 --> 00:28:56,830
me so I hope you enjoy it but it's kind

668
00:29:00,600 --> 00:28:59,080
of a fun and it's it's one that I have

669
00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:00,610
tons of these stories because my life is

670
00:29:05,850 --> 00:29:02,770
everyday it's just a weirder than hell

671
00:29:08,700 --> 00:29:05,860
so I can you just pull out anything from

672
00:29:10,470 --> 00:29:08,710
anywhere you know and just lots of

673
00:29:12,990 --> 00:29:10,480
stories so this one is one of my

674
00:29:18,810 --> 00:29:13,000
favorites it just happened in the summer

675
00:29:19,950 --> 00:29:18,820
of 2017 my guys told me I needed to go

676
00:29:21,210 --> 00:29:19,960
to the desert

677
00:29:23,760 --> 00:29:21,220
for the winter they wanted me down in

678
00:29:25,140 --> 00:29:23,770
Arizona for the winter and I thought

679
00:29:31,310 --> 00:29:25,150
that sounded really nice because I love

680
00:29:38,430 --> 00:29:33,720
but I didn't respond I just listened to

681
00:29:42,330 --> 00:29:38,440
him and after a couple weeks they came

682
00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:42,340
back in again and said you're not making

683
00:29:45,780 --> 00:29:43,810
plans you have to go to the desert for

684
00:29:48,540 --> 00:29:45,790
the winter we want you in the desert for

685
00:29:51,180 --> 00:29:48,550
the winter and I said you know do I have

686
00:29:53,550 --> 00:29:51,190
to explain this to you you know this is

687
00:29:58,140 --> 00:29:53,560
the world of money and you know I lost

688
00:30:02,220 --> 00:29:58,150
everything in 2010 I was wiped out

689
00:30:05,730 --> 00:30:02,230
financially and I said I can't afford to

690
00:30:07,860 --> 00:30:05,740
go to the desert and it takes a lot of

691
00:30:09,420 --> 00:30:07,870
money to rent a place plus it means I'll

692
00:30:11,790 --> 00:30:09,430
be gone from work and if I'm gone from

693
00:30:13,200 --> 00:30:11,800
work I don't have the opportunity to

694
00:30:15,180 --> 00:30:13,210
make money and I'm really struggling

695
00:30:16,560 --> 00:30:15,190
making a living because you know what it

696
00:30:18,950 --> 00:30:16,570
turns out that people don't like to do

697
00:30:23,550 --> 00:30:18,960
business with people who claim to have

698
00:30:26,430 --> 00:30:23,560
well to frolic with ETS you know so yeah

699
00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:26,440
you know they think you're crazy so my

700
00:30:31,530 --> 00:30:29,290
business is down 80 percent I mean I

701
00:30:34,470 --> 00:30:31,540
never worked as hard as I'm working now

702
00:30:36,810 --> 00:30:34,480
I I'm in real estate and so I made the

703
00:30:39,150 --> 00:30:36,820
connection and I show properties to

704
00:30:41,130 --> 00:30:39,160
people and I go so far as to have them I

705
00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:41,140
just had one recently say thanks for

706
00:30:43,260 --> 00:30:42,370
showing us that property we love it

707
00:30:45,330 --> 00:30:43,270
we're going to buy it but we're not

708
00:30:48,180 --> 00:30:45,340
using you you know they Google me and

709
00:30:51,050 --> 00:30:48,190
they find out my connection they see the

710
00:30:53,300 --> 00:30:51,060
videos they see the book they see the

711
00:30:56,490 --> 00:30:53,310
whole connection to the aliens and

712
00:30:59,790 --> 00:30:56,500
scares the bejesus out of them so they

713
00:31:01,950 --> 00:30:59,800
can't run away fast enough so I'm

714
00:31:05,010 --> 00:31:01,960
struggling financially you know and so

715
00:31:07,410 --> 00:31:05,020
and I'm not well enough to make a living

716
00:31:10,470 --> 00:31:07,420
by going around lecturing like this

717
00:31:12,420 --> 00:31:10,480
either so I'm stuck between a rock and a

718
00:31:14,520 --> 00:31:12,430
hard place so I got a little to see with

719
00:31:15,870 --> 00:31:14,530
my guys and I said you know that sounds

720
00:31:17,460 --> 00:31:15,880
really nice but I can't go because I

721
00:31:19,680 --> 00:31:17,470
don't have the money and this is why and

722
00:31:23,820 --> 00:31:19,690
that was the end of it they didn't even

723
00:31:27,000 --> 00:31:23,830
respond so at some point and I don't

724
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:27,010
know timewise because but maybe a week

725
00:31:32,180 --> 00:31:29,410
it was or two weeks I'm not sure but it

726
00:31:33,870 --> 00:31:32,190
was sometime in August I believe of 2017

727
00:31:36,860 --> 00:31:33,880
when I was

728
00:31:39,690 --> 00:31:36,870
falling asleep at night and I was

729
00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:39,700
focused my thoughts before I policy if

730
00:31:44,430 --> 00:31:41,890
I've always trained myself to to go to

731
00:31:46,320 --> 00:31:44,440
my happy place which is to go think

732
00:31:49,710 --> 00:31:46,330
about my my Creator and think about

733
00:31:54,930 --> 00:31:49,720
oneness and and fall asleep and a high

734
00:31:56,250 --> 00:31:54,940
level of high vibration and I was doing

735
00:32:00,000 --> 00:31:56,260
that and I was just about to fall asleep

736
00:32:01,590 --> 00:32:00,010
when all of a sudden you know they give

737
00:32:05,010 --> 00:32:01,600
you this screen if you've heard me talk

738
00:32:06,690 --> 00:32:05,020
before or any contacts contact these

739
00:32:08,790 --> 00:32:06,700
they put a screen in front of your eyes

740
00:32:10,140 --> 00:32:08,800
and it's just it just encompasses your

741
00:32:12,210 --> 00:32:10,150
whole vision for the most part they've

742
00:32:13,830 --> 00:32:12,220
done it while I've been driving they

743
00:32:15,360 --> 00:32:13,840
once did it while I was driving it so

744
00:32:16,980 --> 00:32:15,370
you can actually kind of see around it

745
00:32:18,330 --> 00:32:16,990
or through it but you actually it's like

746
00:32:19,920 --> 00:32:18,340
having a movie you open up right in

747
00:32:21,390 --> 00:32:19,930
front of your eyes so I was falling

748
00:32:25,620 --> 00:32:21,400
asleep and they opened up this vision

749
00:32:27,900 --> 00:32:25,630
and of all things I was in a casino I

750
00:32:31,560 --> 00:32:27,910
was sitting at my favorite video poker

751
00:32:34,740 --> 00:32:31,570
machine yes and so which was really

752
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:34,750
weird so I'm seeing at a game that's

753
00:32:38,100 --> 00:32:36,970
called hot roll poker and I'm just gonna

754
00:32:40,830 --> 00:32:38,110
take a second to explain it to you

755
00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:40,840
because it's relevant so in the hot roll

756
00:32:45,390 --> 00:32:43,690
poker you get it's either it's a five

757
00:32:48,690 --> 00:32:45,400
card draw poker so your Delta in hand

758
00:32:50,190 --> 00:32:48,700
and if you're playing three hands or

759
00:32:52,230 --> 00:32:50,200
five hands or ten hands you have your

760
00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:52,240
choice I always just play three because

761
00:32:56,340 --> 00:32:53,890
I didn't pour and I can't afford to pay

762
00:32:59,130 --> 00:32:56,350
any like I used to so I played three

763
00:33:01,710 --> 00:32:59,140
four quarters so whatever you get dealt

764
00:33:05,340 --> 00:33:01,720
on that hand is shows up on the other

765
00:33:07,440 --> 00:33:05,350
hands and then and then another feature

766
00:33:09,570 --> 00:33:07,450
of this game is that as random times

767
00:33:12,090 --> 00:33:09,580
throughout the game dice come out and

768
00:33:14,580 --> 00:33:12,100
that will multiply your winnings

769
00:33:16,980 --> 00:33:14,590
so the dice will roll either snake-eyes

770
00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:16,990
to or up to twelve and that'll be what

771
00:33:22,110 --> 00:33:20,650
what you win so if you win $1000 and it

772
00:33:24,390 --> 00:33:22,120
rolls out of twelve you get twelve

773
00:33:24,990 --> 00:33:24,400
thousand dollars you don't see that very

774
00:33:28,500 --> 00:33:25,000
often

775
00:33:30,840 --> 00:33:28,510
but that's how it works so I'm sitting

776
00:33:33,960 --> 00:33:30,850
I'm all of a sudden seeing this video

777
00:33:36,330 --> 00:33:33,970
poker game in front of me just like I'm

778
00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:36,340
in the casino and I don't think anything

779
00:33:42,810 --> 00:33:38,290
of it I'm used to weird stuff and I just

780
00:33:45,270 --> 00:33:42,820
like okay and I get dealt the game kicks

781
00:33:46,700 --> 00:33:45,280
in and it deals me a royal which is what

782
00:33:47,899 --> 00:33:46,710
you always want to see

783
00:33:50,840 --> 00:33:47,909
as a gambler you want to see get

784
00:33:52,460 --> 00:33:50,850
yourself get dealt Arroyo and it's in

785
00:33:53,750 --> 00:33:52,470
spades and I'm looking at it and I hear

786
00:33:55,820 --> 00:33:53,760
this voice and I don't know who this is

787
00:33:57,919 --> 00:33:55,830
I've not heard this woman before she had

788
00:34:00,590 --> 00:33:57,929
their sweetest voice but she was not my

789
00:34:03,529 --> 00:34:00,600
regular communicators and she said to me

790
00:34:05,419 --> 00:34:03,539
do you like this and I said sure

791
00:34:10,339 --> 00:34:05,429
yes and she said what would you change

792
00:34:13,250 --> 00:34:10,349
and I said well should be hearts so it

793
00:34:16,399 --> 00:34:13,260
instantly was changed hearts and then

794
00:34:17,869 --> 00:34:16,409
the dice start coming out and she

795
00:34:22,310 --> 00:34:17,879
freezes them and she says what would you

796
00:34:25,010 --> 00:34:22,320
like and I say and I don't know why I

797
00:34:28,310 --> 00:34:25,020
said this I didn't say at 12 I said at

798
00:34:30,919 --> 00:34:28,320
least a nine and I don't get to see what

799
00:34:32,690 --> 00:34:30,929
comes out I fall asleep I just pass out

800
00:34:35,000 --> 00:34:32,700
and I don't remember the rest I don't

801
00:34:36,800 --> 00:34:35,010
see the rest of it in the morning I

802
00:34:38,300 --> 00:34:36,810
think about it but I don't even mention

803
00:34:40,040 --> 00:34:38,310
I don't even mention it to Jim I don't

804
00:34:41,270 --> 00:34:40,050
mention it to anybody I just it's one of

805
00:34:44,480 --> 00:34:41,280
those weird things that happens and I

806
00:34:46,070 --> 00:34:44,490
just get on with things two nights later

807
00:34:48,409 --> 00:34:46,080
not that night but then the next night

808
00:34:49,970 --> 00:34:48,419
happens again I'm falling asleep same

809
00:34:52,339 --> 00:34:49,980
thing only this time I get dealt the

810
00:34:54,230 --> 00:34:52,349
Royal get it dealt in hearts and same

811
00:34:55,250 --> 00:34:54,240
voice she goes do you like this and I

812
00:34:58,130 --> 00:34:55,260
said yeah and she's what would you

813
00:34:59,720 --> 00:34:58,140
change I didn't I said it's it's good

814
00:35:01,010 --> 00:34:59,730
and she goes and then the dice come out

815
00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:01,020
same thing freezes it what would you

816
00:35:07,370 --> 00:35:04,320
like I say at least a nine so you know

817
00:35:09,740 --> 00:35:07,380
where this is going right so the next

818
00:35:12,079 --> 00:35:09,750
week yeah next week my girlfriend she

819
00:35:15,829 --> 00:35:12,089
calls me she's like I have Friday off

820
00:35:17,720 --> 00:35:15,839
let's go to the casino I say sure so we

821
00:35:20,240 --> 00:35:17,730
go to the casino I'm not thinking about

822
00:35:23,180 --> 00:35:20,250
the vision not at all not thinking about

823
00:35:26,420 --> 00:35:23,190
it when we get to the casino this guy

824
00:35:31,490 --> 00:35:26,430
opens the door for us and holds it open

825
00:35:32,780 --> 00:35:31,500
as we walk through he says good morning

826
00:35:34,849 --> 00:35:32,790
ladies are you here to bring them to

827
00:35:35,480 --> 00:35:34,859
their knees and my girlfriend laughs and

828
00:35:38,599 --> 00:35:35,490
says Yeah right

829
00:35:40,760 --> 00:35:38,609
and I hear myself say I'm not leaving

830
00:35:42,470 --> 00:35:40,770
here with less than 20 grand and I was

831
00:35:43,730 --> 00:35:42,480
embarrassed that I said that I didn't

832
00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:43,740
say that I don't know who said that but

833
00:35:47,450 --> 00:35:45,810
it came out of my mouth but it came out

834
00:35:49,130 --> 00:35:47,460
real softly I don't know if anybody even

835
00:35:51,290 --> 00:35:49,140
heard me but I was embarrassed by that

836
00:35:52,570 --> 00:35:51,300
and a little bit baffled by it because I

837
00:35:56,540 --> 00:35:52,580
don't play big stakes

838
00:35:58,190 --> 00:35:56,550
so we walk in and we always go into the

839
00:35:59,970 --> 00:35:58,200
side entrance into the no-smoking area

840
00:36:03,270 --> 00:35:59,980
don't go into the main part of the

841
00:36:06,240 --> 00:36:03,280
don't ever smoke you part so we walk in

842
00:36:08,070 --> 00:36:06,250
and there's that game that machine if

843
00:36:10,490 --> 00:36:08,080
there's only one of them and it's empty

844
00:36:13,890 --> 00:36:10,500
it's open so I sit down to play it and

845
00:36:15,630 --> 00:36:13,900
I'm playing it and it's not winning so

846
00:36:18,150 --> 00:36:15,640
at one point I'm looking back over my

847
00:36:19,020 --> 00:36:18,160
shoulder and thinking where am I gonna

848
00:36:21,750 --> 00:36:19,030
move I'm gonna move to a different

849
00:36:24,660 --> 00:36:21,760
machine and the guy next to me makes

850
00:36:26,099 --> 00:36:24,670
this funny grunty sound and I turned to

851
00:36:27,210 --> 00:36:26,109
see what he's looking at he's looked and

852
00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:27,220
he's looking at what's going on he's

853
00:36:29,670 --> 00:36:28,570
looking at my machine and I turned to

854
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:29,680
look at and sure enough there's the

855
00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:32,290
Royal dealt to me in hearts and I'm

856
00:36:36,060 --> 00:36:33,850
looking at and that's when I remember

857
00:36:37,710 --> 00:36:36,070
the vision and I'm like oh that's what

858
00:36:39,870 --> 00:36:37,720
this was about it's like how could I not

859
00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:39,880
have thought of that but then before I

860
00:36:43,320 --> 00:36:42,250
can go is the dice gonna come out - the

861
00:36:45,510 --> 00:36:43,330
dice were coming out and I was like oh

862
00:36:47,490 --> 00:36:45,520
god it's gonna be a nine sure enough it

863
00:36:49,500 --> 00:36:47,500
was a nine because I didn't think to ask

864
00:36:52,170 --> 00:36:49,510
for it well because I didn't know this

865
00:36:57,030 --> 00:36:52,180
is what gonna happen with it so I ended

866
00:37:01,230 --> 00:36:57,040
up winning $27,000 playing quarters I

867
00:37:03,349 --> 00:37:01,240
played three hands and so each hand paid

868
00:37:07,440 --> 00:37:03,359
nine thousand times three so got paid

869
00:37:12,810 --> 00:37:07,450
$27,000 I took $25,000 in the check and

870
00:37:15,720 --> 00:37:12,820
$2,000 in cash and I was still under

871
00:37:18,690 --> 00:37:15,730
some strange influence because I got up

872
00:37:22,109 --> 00:37:18,700
with that $2,000 and I walked back to

873
00:37:24,270 --> 00:37:22,119
high-rollers and I had never been to

874
00:37:26,070 --> 00:37:24,280
high rollers before in this casino I

875
00:37:29,820 --> 00:37:26,080
don't play in high rollers usually and

876
00:37:31,950 --> 00:37:29,830
so this casino was under construction at

877
00:37:33,720 --> 00:37:31,960
the time and he had to walk this and I

878
00:37:36,359 --> 00:37:33,730
don't walk very good but I had to walk

879
00:37:37,740 --> 00:37:36,369
all the way back through there and sat

880
00:37:39,750 --> 00:37:37,750
down and high rollers sat down at a

881
00:37:41,730 --> 00:37:39,760
machine five dollar machine which I

882
00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:41,740
never pay play but that's what I play

883
00:37:49,440 --> 00:37:44,890
played that day and instantly got a

884
00:37:51,240 --> 00:37:49,450
twenty thousand dollar jackpot well if I

885
00:37:53,370 --> 00:37:51,250
started to get freaked out a little bit

886
00:37:56,340 --> 00:37:53,380
it was kind of just I don't know it's

887
00:37:59,400 --> 00:37:56,350
just kind of spooky and I texted my

888
00:38:01,470 --> 00:37:59,410
girlfriend and she came to find me and I

889
00:38:03,870 --> 00:38:01,480
said you got to get me out of here now I

890
00:38:06,359 --> 00:38:03,880
don't know looking back there's a lot of

891
00:38:07,470 --> 00:38:06,369
mistakes that I made you know I maybe

892
00:38:09,390 --> 00:38:07,480
probably should have played the mega

893
00:38:11,220 --> 00:38:09,400
bucks or something or I should whatever

894
00:38:12,940 --> 00:38:11,230
but I'm grateful for that I walked out

895
00:38:15,400 --> 00:38:12,950
of the casino with 49,000

896
00:38:18,070 --> 00:38:15,410
and cash that day because I played while

897
00:38:21,310 --> 00:38:18,080
I was waiting for my friend I think that

898
00:38:22,810 --> 00:38:21,320
was the amount that I was meant to get

899
00:38:28,390 --> 00:38:22,820
it certainly was more than enough to

900
00:38:29,710 --> 00:38:28,400
allow me to to go to Arizona when we got

901
00:38:32,260 --> 00:38:29,720
we left right away we had only been

902
00:38:33,550 --> 00:38:32,270
there about an hour and a half at most I

903
00:38:36,670 --> 00:38:33,560
think we weren't there very long at all

904
00:38:41,320 --> 00:38:36,680
and as we left the casino my friend

905
00:38:44,500 --> 00:38:41,330
Brenda was driving and we weren't even a

906
00:38:46,450 --> 00:38:44,510
mile from the casino when I heard that

907
00:38:48,510 --> 00:38:46,460
sweet ladies that sweet voice lady I

908
00:38:52,210 --> 00:38:48,520
don't know I got to give her a name but

909
00:38:55,600 --> 00:38:52,220
she said to me now can you go to Arizona

910
00:38:57,310 --> 00:38:55,610
for the winter and I said is that what

911
00:38:59,410 --> 00:38:57,320
this is all about and she just laughed

912
00:39:02,470 --> 00:38:59,420
she has this really pretty laugh and she

913
00:39:07,690 --> 00:39:02,480
giggled and so sure enough I went to

914
00:39:10,000 --> 00:39:07,700
Arizona for the winter and so the

915
00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:10,010
takeaway on that for me is there's

916
00:39:14,230 --> 00:39:12,650
support available at times if it's

917
00:39:17,070 --> 00:39:14,240
needed to assure completion of your

918
00:39:19,390 --> 00:39:17,080
mission they wanted me in Arizona and

919
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:19,400
even my not having money wasn't going to

920
00:39:23,080 --> 00:39:21,410
keep me from that going when they want

921
00:39:26,710 --> 00:39:23,090
you to do something or be somewhere

922
00:39:28,410 --> 00:39:26,720
whatever you do it so they supplied me

923
00:39:31,180 --> 00:39:28,420
with the money to go there I thought

924
00:39:32,740 --> 00:39:31,190
that I was going down to write a book I

925
00:39:34,840 --> 00:39:32,750
thought I was gonna write a book about

926
00:39:37,330 --> 00:39:34,850
what I've gone through since the first

927
00:39:40,570 --> 00:39:37,340
book came out because that story in my

928
00:39:42,970 --> 00:39:40,580
mind is more way more amazing than the

929
00:39:44,920 --> 00:39:42,980
story I tell in the first book but

930
00:39:49,300 --> 00:39:44,930
that's not what they wanted me down

931
00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:49,310
there for first of all they wanted me

932
00:39:53,950 --> 00:39:51,890
down there alone Jim drove me down and

933
00:39:56,620 --> 00:39:53,960
then he flew back to Wisconsin he

934
00:39:59,410 --> 00:39:56,630
couldn't stay and that felt right to me

935
00:40:04,300 --> 00:39:59,420
at the time I went down with just my dog

936
00:40:05,470 --> 00:40:04,310
my Pookie went with me and I was gonna

937
00:40:07,810 --> 00:40:05,480
be there I don't remember I was there

938
00:40:09,850 --> 00:40:07,820
for two months or three months and I

939
00:40:11,110 --> 00:40:09,860
invited four friends to come down to

940
00:40:12,820 --> 00:40:11,120
visit me because I thought well I'm

941
00:40:16,360 --> 00:40:12,830
gonna be down there alone you know all

942
00:40:17,680 --> 00:40:16,370
this time first friend said she couldn't

943
00:40:19,180 --> 00:40:17,690
make it she couldn't get off work second

944
00:40:21,220 --> 00:40:19,190
friend said it doesn't resonate with me

945
00:40:23,260 --> 00:40:21,230
doesn't feel right and by time she said

946
00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:23,270
that I was like yeah that's right

947
00:40:25,680 --> 00:40:25,010
then I was wishing I wouldn't invited

948
00:40:28,500 --> 00:40:25,690
the other two

949
00:40:31,829 --> 00:40:28,510
but I knew that was not gonna be a

950
00:40:33,450 --> 00:40:31,839
problem because the third person she was

951
00:40:35,460 --> 00:40:33,460
in Canada and she just couldn't afford

952
00:40:37,589 --> 00:40:35,470
to fly down there it was over holidays

953
00:40:39,809 --> 00:40:37,599
and and I said no problem no problem

954
00:40:41,460 --> 00:40:39,819
and I again it just felt right not that

955
00:40:45,900 --> 00:40:41,470
I don't love my friends and want to see

956
00:40:48,089 --> 00:40:45,910
them but just didn't feel right the

957
00:40:49,620 --> 00:40:48,099
fourth one was interesting the fourth

958
00:40:51,870 --> 00:40:49,630
friend I was in California she actually

959
00:40:56,279 --> 00:40:51,880
booked her flight and she was coming to

960
00:40:59,010 --> 00:40:56,289
visit and we were on the phone talking

961
00:41:00,089 --> 00:40:59,020
about it and I follow queue I don't know

962
00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:00,099
if you even know who queue is what I

963
00:41:04,559 --> 00:41:01,930
thought oh cute and that day I was kind

964
00:41:05,910 --> 00:41:04,569
of excited about it because queue had

965
00:41:10,589 --> 00:41:05,920
put up some news that was pretty

966
00:41:15,420 --> 00:41:10,599
exciting to me and don't know what that

967
00:41:17,190 --> 00:41:15,430
is that rumbling and I shared with her

968
00:41:18,510 --> 00:41:17,200
it was something to do with I'm in

969
00:41:20,549 --> 00:41:18,520
Arkansas I know but it's something to do

970
00:41:23,130 --> 00:41:20,559
with the Clintons and I was kind of

971
00:41:25,680 --> 00:41:23,140
excited about it and turns out that she

972
00:41:28,140 --> 00:41:25,690
didn't agree with my opinion there and

973
00:41:30,990 --> 00:41:28,150
which was fine and I said that's fine

974
00:41:33,150 --> 00:41:31,000
you know that's fine we disagree on this

975
00:41:36,000 --> 00:41:33,160
and we don't have to talk about it and

976
00:41:36,569 --> 00:41:36,010
she said no she said I can never speak

977
00:41:39,329 --> 00:41:36,579
to you again

978
00:41:41,789 --> 00:41:39,339
she hung up the phone we've been friends

979
00:41:44,190 --> 00:41:41,799
for 15 years or more I don't know how

980
00:41:47,309 --> 00:41:44,200
long and I have never never heard from

981
00:41:49,500 --> 00:41:47,319
her again so that was interesting that

982
00:41:51,750 --> 00:41:49,510
that's how that one went so I spent the

983
00:41:54,930 --> 00:41:51,760
winter alone in Arizona

984
00:41:56,609 --> 00:41:54,940
I didn't hardly leave the house except

985
00:42:00,049 --> 00:41:56,619
to go get groceries and then every day I

986
00:42:02,460 --> 00:42:00,059
would walk as best I could with my dog

987
00:42:07,589 --> 00:42:02,470
my dog can't walk very good either so I

988
00:42:10,559 --> 00:42:07,599
put him in a little stroller and so I

989
00:42:13,319 --> 00:42:10,569
was very much there alone and I was good

990
00:42:16,170 --> 00:42:13,329
with it it was very is a healing time

991
00:42:18,450 --> 00:42:16,180
but the reason they wanted me there was

992
00:42:21,839 --> 00:42:18,460
yeah I needed the rest I needed the

993
00:42:24,359 --> 00:42:21,849
sunshine I needed the down time but they

994
00:42:27,349 --> 00:42:24,369
wanted me there for my mission for what

995
00:42:29,670 --> 00:42:27,359
I did at night and I have always had

996
00:42:31,740 --> 00:42:29,680
another life that runs parallel to this

997
00:42:33,660 --> 00:42:31,750
life we all do you know we're

998
00:42:34,990 --> 00:42:33,670
multi-dimensional so we are having lots

999
00:42:36,670 --> 00:42:35,000
of lives going on at the same time

1000
00:42:39,880 --> 00:42:36,680
I'm not gonna get in that whole

1001
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:39,890
conversation but what I mean is I have

1002
00:42:44,490 --> 00:42:42,170
another life running parallel to this

1003
00:42:47,350 --> 00:42:44,500
life in this on this timeline and that

1004
00:42:49,510 --> 00:42:47,360
is the life that I have at night or when

1005
00:42:51,610 --> 00:42:49,520
I'm sleeping or even sometimes when I'm

1006
00:42:55,750 --> 00:42:51,620
not it's just it's what I would call my

1007
00:42:58,780 --> 00:42:55,760
probably my et life so they wanted me

1008
00:43:01,300 --> 00:42:58,790
there because at night I was going out

1009
00:43:06,760 --> 00:43:01,310
on these missions and it was very

1010
00:43:08,410 --> 00:43:06,770
intense it was really intense and I mean

1011
00:43:12,400 --> 00:43:08,420
I think I came home with post-traumatic

1012
00:43:15,550 --> 00:43:12,410
stress disorder even it was very I have

1013
00:43:18,220 --> 00:43:15,560
memories of it I know that I I mean I'm

1014
00:43:19,720 --> 00:43:18,230
still well I even last night I guess Jim

1015
00:43:21,730 --> 00:43:19,730
said I was I don't know if I was

1016
00:43:26,020 --> 00:43:21,740
screaming I scream at night a lot now

1017
00:43:27,970 --> 00:43:26,030
and I wake myself up crying out and you

1018
00:43:30,610 --> 00:43:27,980
know what I went through down there it

1019
00:43:33,640 --> 00:43:30,620
was a battle it felt very much like a

1020
00:43:36,250 --> 00:43:33,650
military mission and there's always been

1021
00:43:37,780 --> 00:43:36,260
this military aspect to some of the

1022
00:43:40,840 --> 00:43:37,790
goings-on with my guys I wouldn't say

1023
00:43:42,880 --> 00:43:40,850
military so much as um other than the

1024
00:43:45,070 --> 00:43:42,890
mill lamps that I've had but otherwise

1025
00:43:47,710 --> 00:43:45,080
with my guys who are benevolent beings

1026
00:43:50,590 --> 00:43:47,720
it does have a little more of a

1027
00:43:52,270 --> 00:43:50,600
political feel to it than what you would

1028
00:43:54,040 --> 00:43:52,280
think it's kind of like the whole idea

1029
00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:54,050
of them being working with the Angels

1030
00:43:57,820 --> 00:43:55,370
it's kind of the same thing it's like oh

1031
00:43:59,950 --> 00:43:57,830
really but when you stop and look at

1032
00:44:05,110 --> 00:43:59,960
what's going on this whole mission to

1033
00:44:06,310 --> 00:44:05,120
assist the planet it makes sense but I

1034
00:44:08,800 --> 00:44:06,320
never put it together until just

1035
00:44:11,200 --> 00:44:08,810
recently when a friend of mine emailed

1036
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:11,210
me and he said would you say that

1037
00:44:16,990 --> 00:44:13,610
because he thought I was cute also is

1038
00:44:19,930 --> 00:44:17,000
that part of the Alliance and I said

1039
00:44:23,530 --> 00:44:19,940
yeah actually he is he would have to be

1040
00:44:24,430 --> 00:44:23,540
and then I said then I I put it down in

1041
00:44:28,090 --> 00:44:24,440
writing and it's first time I ever

1042
00:44:30,310 --> 00:44:28,100
verbalized it but you see it has to be

1043
00:44:32,740 --> 00:44:30,320
that the politics on the planet Earth

1044
00:44:37,030 --> 00:44:32,750
are a part of the Great Awakening on the

1045
00:44:39,820 --> 00:44:37,040
planet is my friend even Q cause at the

1046
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:39,830
Great Awakening because it's all folds

1047
00:44:43,630 --> 00:44:40,810
in together

1048
00:44:45,580 --> 00:44:43,640
humanity's Awakening on the planet is

1049
00:44:47,840 --> 00:44:45,590
tied directly to the choices they make

1050
00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:47,850
politically

1051
00:44:53,070 --> 00:44:50,650
and I'm going to get into an area that

1052
00:44:56,460 --> 00:44:53,080
this is gonna be Jim said don't go there

1053
00:45:00,480 --> 00:44:56,470
but I haven't gonna have to go there the

1054
00:45:02,370 --> 00:45:00,490
last election was whether you know your

1055
00:45:03,660 --> 00:45:02,380
supporter or not and I'm not gonna get

1056
00:45:07,170 --> 00:45:03,670
into that I'm just gonna say that the

1057
00:45:09,810 --> 00:45:07,180
last election which whatever but the

1058
00:45:14,400 --> 00:45:09,820
fact that humanity the majority of the

1059
00:45:16,620 --> 00:45:14,410
collective voted for a president who is

1060
00:45:19,070 --> 00:45:16,630
not a deep state player who was not part

1061
00:45:22,530 --> 00:45:19,080
of the old regime the old control system

1062
00:45:25,140 --> 00:45:22,540
the fact that that happened showed that

1063
00:45:28,230 --> 00:45:25,150
humanity was declaring their sovereign

1064
00:45:31,860 --> 00:45:28,240
tree when you declare your sovereign

1065
00:45:34,140 --> 00:45:31,870
tree that means you say I do not want to

1066
00:45:37,830 --> 00:45:34,150
be controlled anymore I do not agree

1067
00:45:39,300 --> 00:45:37,840
anymore with being a victim and that's

1068
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:39,310
exactly what happened

1069
00:45:42,690 --> 00:45:41,410
and I'm not talking politically I'm just

1070
00:45:45,120 --> 00:45:42,700
talking and I'm not talking about the

1071
00:45:47,670 --> 00:45:45,130
person I'm just talking that the

1072
00:45:49,470 --> 00:45:47,680
collective in the United States made the

1073
00:45:50,970 --> 00:45:49,480
decision and it's happening around the

1074
00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:50,980
world in Germany and France and all the

1075
00:45:54,810 --> 00:45:53,050
other countries are Australia they are

1076
00:45:56,700 --> 00:45:54,820
they are rebelling against the control

1077
00:46:00,560 --> 00:45:56,710
system of the old that has come down

1078
00:46:02,730 --> 00:46:00,570
through the ages it goes way back

1079
00:46:04,740 --> 00:46:02,740
humanity has allowed themselves to be

1080
00:46:06,690 --> 00:46:04,750
controlled through their passiveness

1081
00:46:09,750 --> 00:46:06,700
through their through their just

1082
00:46:12,540 --> 00:46:09,760
allowing them allowing themselves to to

1083
00:46:15,830 --> 00:46:12,550
not get involved and just to kind of go

1084
00:46:18,270 --> 00:46:15,840
along with whatever you're told to do by

1085
00:46:20,640 --> 00:46:18,280
the Great Awakening it means you start

1086
00:46:22,800 --> 00:46:20,650
to think for yourself and you start to

1087
00:46:24,570 --> 00:46:22,810
question things and you no longer are

1088
00:46:26,340 --> 00:46:24,580
willing to settle for someone else

1089
00:46:27,570 --> 00:46:26,350
making the decisions for you and you

1090
00:46:29,810 --> 00:46:27,580
don't want to be a slave anymore

1091
00:46:34,130 --> 00:46:29,820
you don't want to work your whole life

1092
00:46:37,320 --> 00:46:34,140
to have elite take it from you

1093
00:46:39,060 --> 00:46:37,330
so that's what happened so that's why

1094
00:46:41,370 --> 00:46:39,070
the politics actually folds in to the

1095
00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:41,380
whole awakening on the planet and that's

1096
00:46:46,350 --> 00:46:43,890
why my guys were always they were always

1097
00:46:48,900 --> 00:46:46,360
they would keep track of what was going

1098
00:46:51,030 --> 00:46:48,910
on and they would they would comment on

1099
00:46:53,030 --> 00:46:51,040
what was going on politically in the

1100
00:46:55,800 --> 00:46:53,040
country there have been other

1101
00:46:56,250 --> 00:46:55,810
opportunities for America to make that

1102
00:46:58,020 --> 00:46:56,260
decision

1103
00:47:00,180 --> 00:46:58,030
and one one of the most prevalent

1104
00:47:03,270 --> 00:47:00,190
because was of course Kennedy

1105
00:47:05,760 --> 00:47:03,280
and we saw what happened to him because

1106
00:47:07,520 --> 00:47:05,770
he would have freed humanity also it

1107
00:47:12,539 --> 00:47:07,530
just can start like that as a snowball

1108
00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:12,549
but the deep state uses fear you know

1109
00:47:16,140 --> 00:47:14,170
and when they assassinated him and then

1110
00:47:17,760 --> 00:47:16,150
his brother and Martin Luther King and

1111
00:47:19,460 --> 00:47:17,770
that's what that is still a lot of fear

1112
00:47:23,160 --> 00:47:19,470
and humanity and it put us in our place

1113
00:47:25,380 --> 00:47:23,170
at least according to them it they give

1114
00:47:27,690 --> 00:47:25,390
you that fear so you don't want to you

1115
00:47:29,279 --> 00:47:27,700
just go back to living your life you

1116
00:47:32,760 --> 00:47:29,289
know going to your nine-to-five job and

1117
00:47:35,370 --> 00:47:32,770
just settling for whatever Kennedy would

1118
00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:35,380
have brought great changes and those

1119
00:47:40,799 --> 00:47:38,170
changes in our economy going to the gold

1120
00:47:42,240 --> 00:47:40,809
standard and and taking down the Fed and

1121
00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:42,250
all the other parts of that that's all

1122
00:47:48,450 --> 00:47:44,410
part of the awakening process giving

1123
00:47:50,609 --> 00:47:48,460
power back to you the people and taking

1124
00:47:53,490 --> 00:47:50,619
it out of the hands of the controllers

1125
00:48:00,089 --> 00:47:53,500
and that's that's just plays into the

1126
00:48:02,130 --> 00:48:00,099
whole system so where am I at here when

1127
00:48:04,950 --> 00:48:02,140
I was in Arizona after I had gone

1128
00:48:08,130 --> 00:48:04,960
through all that those battles at night

1129
00:48:10,859 --> 00:48:08,140
and that horrible stuff I was getting

1130
00:48:15,000 --> 00:48:10,869
ready to leave and Jim was coming down

1131
00:48:17,400 --> 00:48:15,010
to drive me back and one day I said to

1132
00:48:19,740 --> 00:48:17,410
me out of the blue he said you know

1133
00:48:21,359 --> 00:48:19,750
sherry the world you are residing in the

1134
00:48:23,390 --> 00:48:21,369
world you are residing in is most

1135
00:48:27,450 --> 00:48:23,400
likened to a computer-simulated program

1136
00:48:29,099 --> 00:48:27,460
and I thought yeah why are you telling

1137
00:48:30,569 --> 00:48:29,109
me that I already know that so I

1138
00:48:33,599 --> 00:48:30,579
pondered that for a really long time

1139
00:48:36,390 --> 00:48:33,609
because I always know that the world is

1140
00:48:41,460 --> 00:48:36,400
an illusion it's a dream world we're not

1141
00:48:43,049 --> 00:48:41,470
really living it's a dream world so I

1142
00:48:44,370 --> 00:48:43,059
thought that was interesting today he

1143
00:48:46,769 --> 00:48:44,380
said that and then I noticed that I

1144
00:48:48,809 --> 00:48:46,779
started hearing that Greg Brayton talks

1145
00:48:52,680 --> 00:48:48,819
about it gets did a whole lecture series

1146
00:48:53,849 --> 00:48:52,690
on Gaia and there's a lot of people

1147
00:48:56,490 --> 00:48:53,859
starting to talk about how we're in a

1148
00:48:59,510 --> 00:48:56,500
computer I think even the guy with the

1149
00:49:01,799 --> 00:48:59,520
Tesla what's that guy he talks about how

1150
00:49:06,569 --> 00:49:01,809
we're part of a we are part of a

1151
00:49:08,849 --> 00:49:06,579
computer reality and the more I thought

1152
00:49:10,559 --> 00:49:08,859
about it because I knew they don't tell

1153
00:49:12,120 --> 00:49:10,569
me anything just randomly there's a

1154
00:49:14,040 --> 00:49:12,130
reason why it's oh I was meant to

1155
00:49:18,660 --> 00:49:14,050
about it and I did and as I thought

1156
00:49:20,910 --> 00:49:18,670
about it I realized I started to think

1157
00:49:23,040 --> 00:49:20,920
of it in terms of us being here in a

1158
00:49:26,490 --> 00:49:23,050
computer like like I just visited my

1159
00:49:29,220 --> 00:49:26,500
grandson and he plays video games where

1160
00:49:32,610 --> 00:49:29,230
he takes on an avatar and he's sitting

1161
00:49:35,040 --> 00:49:32,620
in his chair and he's playing as that

1162
00:49:37,860 --> 00:49:35,050
avatar on the screen and when I think of

1163
00:49:40,500 --> 00:49:37,870
it in terms of that that is what's going

1164
00:49:43,350 --> 00:49:40,510
on here you know we have a higher what

1165
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:43,360
we call our higher self or our true self

1166
00:49:49,950 --> 00:49:46,330
our divine self or whatever that is like

1167
00:49:52,140 --> 00:49:49,960
him sitting in the chair watching the

1168
00:49:53,940 --> 00:49:52,150
avatar plane on the screen and facing

1169
00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:53,950
all the challenges that are going on and

1170
00:49:58,680 --> 00:49:56,410
and kind of sending in you know

1171
00:50:00,840 --> 00:49:58,690
influencing it but allowing the avatar

1172
00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:00,850
to have the experience in the game and

1173
00:50:05,820 --> 00:50:03,130
that's what's going on here this world

1174
00:50:07,140 --> 00:50:05,830
is a game world and I've always in my in

1175
00:50:09,030 --> 00:50:07,150
my presentations I always say that

1176
00:50:12,390 --> 00:50:09,040
reality

1177
00:50:14,700 --> 00:50:12,400
illusion I'll be at a very persistent

1178
00:50:16,380 --> 00:50:14,710
one and that's absolutely true but I

1179
00:50:18,060 --> 00:50:16,390
kind of like the computer simulator

1180
00:50:19,790 --> 00:50:18,070
program even more because I think that

1181
00:50:22,260 --> 00:50:19,800
that is exactly what's going on here

1182
00:50:25,380 --> 00:50:22,270
certainly seems to me that it pertains

1183
00:50:28,500 --> 00:50:25,390
to my life anyway because I most

1184
00:50:32,070 --> 00:50:28,510
definitely have up there sitting in the

1185
00:50:33,660 --> 00:50:32,080
chair watching and influencing and

1186
00:50:35,760 --> 00:50:33,670
causing me to do go this way and not

1187
00:50:37,740 --> 00:50:35,770
that way kind of thing I think we all

1188
00:50:39,360 --> 00:50:37,750
have that to some extent I just not sure

1189
00:50:42,480 --> 00:50:39,370
that everybody is aware of it to the

1190
00:50:43,950 --> 00:50:42,490
extent that I am but certainly there are

1191
00:50:47,460 --> 00:50:43,960
those who know more than I do about this

1192
00:50:50,670 --> 00:50:47,470
but that's just speaking for me so I'm

1193
00:50:52,020 --> 00:50:50,680
going to go on to my next story which I

1194
00:50:55,350 --> 00:50:52,030
threw in here also because I like it

1195
00:50:57,240 --> 00:50:55,360
this is all about me you know so I just

1196
00:50:58,860 --> 00:50:57,250
wanted to tell the stories that I like

1197
00:51:00,870 --> 00:50:58,870
all my stories but this is one that I

1198
00:51:05,070 --> 00:51:00,880
don't think I've shared I don't think

1199
00:51:08,550 --> 00:51:05,080
I've shared this one is from 2006 I

1200
00:51:11,700 --> 00:51:08,560
think it was back when I was before the

1201
00:51:13,260 --> 00:51:11,710
book came out before I had done that I

1202
00:51:16,290 --> 00:51:13,270
was living it still living kind of

1203
00:51:17,820 --> 00:51:16,300
somewhat in the illusion my dog and I

1204
00:51:19,860 --> 00:51:17,830
would go for a walk every day we'd walk

1205
00:51:21,990 --> 00:51:19,870
at least three miles a day usually six

1206
00:51:24,030 --> 00:51:22,000
if I had time so we were down on the

1207
00:51:25,140 --> 00:51:24,040
road below my house walking and it's a

1208
00:51:28,500 --> 00:51:25,150
really pretty

1209
00:51:30,299 --> 00:51:28,510
rohde gas stream that goes up along the

1210
00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:30,309
road here on the side with trees and

1211
00:51:35,549 --> 00:51:32,890
they cannot be over to the hillside on

1212
00:51:36,809 --> 00:51:35,559
this side with the trees grow up and it

1213
00:51:38,910 --> 00:51:36,819
just creates his canopy it's just

1214
00:51:40,890 --> 00:51:38,920
beautiful road to walk on I was out

1215
00:51:42,660 --> 00:51:40,900
there walking on that road one morning 7

1216
00:51:45,299 --> 00:51:42,670
o'clock in the morning with my little 7

1217
00:51:47,700 --> 00:51:45,309
pound Maltese and he walks for a while

1218
00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:47,710
and trots along and then I pick him up

1219
00:51:50,940 --> 00:51:49,450
and carry him for a while and then he

1220
00:51:53,700 --> 00:51:50,950
walks again and it was always just a

1221
00:51:56,220 --> 00:51:53,710
really sweet time very quiet it was my

1222
00:51:58,559 --> 00:51:56,230
time to commune as a meditative kind of

1223
00:52:00,510 --> 00:51:58,569
a walk for me I was always community and

1224
00:52:02,760 --> 00:52:00,520
communion with my Creator at that time

1225
00:52:05,160 --> 00:52:02,770
and I was doing that when I came around

1226
00:52:07,260 --> 00:52:05,170
the bend and up in the road ahead of me

1227
00:52:08,819 --> 00:52:07,270
quite a distance away like at least the

1228
00:52:10,650 --> 00:52:08,829
football field or more he was quite a

1229
00:52:15,900 --> 00:52:10,660
ways away there was a family of wolves

1230
00:52:18,839 --> 00:52:15,910
and it was a father wolf clearly it was

1231
00:52:20,730 --> 00:52:18,849
a father wolf and the baby wolf were

1232
00:52:21,900 --> 00:52:20,740
playing and the mother wolf what I

1233
00:52:23,789 --> 00:52:21,910
perceived to be the mother or if I know

1234
00:52:26,460 --> 00:52:23,799
he cause she was medium-sized she was

1235
00:52:28,500 --> 00:52:26,470
sitting there watching them and the

1236
00:52:30,269 --> 00:52:28,510
father wolf was chasing the bait that

1237
00:52:33,870 --> 00:52:30,279
come around and they were I think they

1238
00:52:35,099 --> 00:52:33,880
called a cub and just so cute and I just

1239
00:52:37,620 --> 00:52:35,109
stood there looking at them and I just

1240
00:52:40,980 --> 00:52:37,630
feeling just feeling love and gratitude

1241
00:52:43,829 --> 00:52:40,990
for being able to see this when all of a

1242
00:52:45,630 --> 00:52:43,839
sudden the mother she noticed me and she

1243
00:52:48,829 --> 00:52:45,640
zeroed in on me and right away the

1244
00:52:52,440 --> 00:52:48,839
father turned to look and just so fast

1245
00:52:55,109 --> 00:52:52,450
the mother and the baby ran off into the

1246
00:52:58,410 --> 00:52:55,119
field dump or into the toward the creek

1247
00:53:01,380 --> 00:52:58,420
down below into the trees and the father

1248
00:53:03,660 --> 00:53:01,390
the big wolf started coming toward me

1249
00:53:08,220 --> 00:53:03,670
and he looked just like that he was

1250
00:53:11,970 --> 00:53:08,230
coming for me and my dog and I don't

1251
00:53:14,010 --> 00:53:11,980
know I was just in this state where I

1252
00:53:16,440 --> 00:53:14,020
didn't I just had been feeling so much

1253
00:53:19,349 --> 00:53:16,450
love actually honestly and I didn't feel

1254
00:53:20,700 --> 00:53:19,359
any fear whatsoever I knew I had a

1255
00:53:21,870 --> 00:53:20,710
perception of what he was going to do he

1256
00:53:23,160 --> 00:53:21,880
was going to come in when he got close

1257
00:53:26,789 --> 00:53:23,170
enough to me he was gonna grab my dog

1258
00:53:29,670 --> 00:53:26,799
and kill that kill him first and then

1259
00:53:34,079 --> 00:53:29,680
maybe attack me I didn't know I picked

1260
00:53:36,180 --> 00:53:34,089
up Pookie and held him in my arms and as

1261
00:53:39,110 --> 00:53:36,190
I did that I felt this shield come down

1262
00:53:41,620 --> 00:53:39,120
around me it felt like a big

1263
00:53:45,350 --> 00:53:41,630
a glass really thick and I felt totally

1264
00:53:49,070 --> 00:53:45,360
protected I turned my back to the wolf

1265
00:53:50,570 --> 00:53:49,080
and I hunched over to protect my dog as

1266
00:53:51,920 --> 00:53:50,580
best I could because I he was going to

1267
00:53:53,840 --> 00:53:51,930
get there and he was going to jump up

1268
00:53:56,570 --> 00:53:53,850
and he was going to try to knock me down

1269
00:53:58,970 --> 00:53:56,580
or you know somehow get I just knew he

1270
00:54:02,540 --> 00:53:58,980
wanted to get to my dog that's what I

1271
00:54:04,760 --> 00:54:02,550
felt anyway but I felt totally safe and

1272
00:54:06,350 --> 00:54:04,770
I just knew it was going to be okay but

1273
00:54:07,820 --> 00:54:06,360
I didn't know how that was going to be

1274
00:54:10,490 --> 00:54:07,830
except I had that shield come down but

1275
00:54:12,140 --> 00:54:10,500
you know I never know that but I didn't

1276
00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:12,150
have time to think about it when all of

1277
00:54:17,960 --> 00:54:14,370
a sudden there was this loud roaring

1278
00:54:19,520 --> 00:54:17,970
sound it didn't come in from the

1279
00:54:20,900 --> 00:54:19,530
distance it didn't like slowly bill it

1280
00:54:22,880 --> 00:54:20,910
was just all of a sudden right there it

1281
00:54:24,380 --> 00:54:22,890
was just it sounded like a 747 was

1282
00:54:26,960 --> 00:54:24,390
landing on the road or something it was

1283
00:54:29,810 --> 00:54:26,970
very loud sound I had no idea what it

1284
00:54:32,720 --> 00:54:29,820
was and so I had been hunched over my

1285
00:54:34,430 --> 00:54:32,730
dog kind of as best I could and I lifted

1286
00:54:35,510 --> 00:54:34,440
my head up to see what in the world

1287
00:54:40,820 --> 00:54:35,520
could be making that sound

1288
00:54:45,130 --> 00:54:40,830
when around the bend came this it was a

1289
00:54:48,050 --> 00:54:45,140
school bus it was a cartoon school bus

1290
00:54:51,650 --> 00:54:48,060
it looks very much like the school bus

1291
00:54:54,740 --> 00:54:51,660
on the slide it had big balloon tires it

1292
00:54:57,140 --> 00:54:54,750
was bouncing off of the road it was a

1293
00:55:00,530 --> 00:54:57,150
cartoon school bus and I started to

1294
00:55:02,710 --> 00:55:00,540
laugh because it was so ridiculous as it

1295
00:55:05,810 --> 00:55:02,720
came toward me in driving the school bus

1296
00:55:08,480 --> 00:55:05,820
was a school bus driver who I believe

1297
00:55:10,310 --> 00:55:08,490
had an engineer cap on and I just

1298
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:10,320
started he was just laughing at it I

1299
00:55:14,000 --> 00:55:12,210
just watching him and as he came by as

1300
00:55:16,880 --> 00:55:14,010
it got closer and closer to me every

1301
00:55:19,970 --> 00:55:16,890
millisecond the school bus became more

1302
00:55:21,830 --> 00:55:19,980
and more 3d it became more real so it

1303
00:55:25,070 --> 00:55:21,840
was slowly transforming into a real bus

1304
00:55:26,870 --> 00:55:25,080
and I watched that the school bus driver

1305
00:55:29,450 --> 00:55:26,880
as he went by and I swear he was like

1306
00:55:31,100 --> 00:55:29,460
bouncing in the seat and I think he had

1307
00:55:32,540 --> 00:55:31,110
a corncob pipe in it out of his mouth

1308
00:55:34,910 --> 00:55:32,550
and I just watched him go by and I just

1309
00:55:37,370 --> 00:55:34,920
laughed and then I remembered the wolf

1310
00:55:40,160 --> 00:55:37,380
and I turned to see what was going on

1311
00:55:41,990 --> 00:55:40,170
with him and he was almost right there

1312
00:55:44,330 --> 00:55:42,000
and he peeled off right in front of the

1313
00:55:48,800 --> 00:55:44,340
school bus and ran down into the into

1314
00:55:50,420 --> 00:55:48,810
the woods down below so didn't get

1315
00:55:51,740 --> 00:55:50,430
attacked by the wolf that day but had

1316
00:55:54,080 --> 00:55:51,750
that magical experience

1317
00:55:58,460 --> 00:55:54,090
that cartel and school bus coming down

1318
00:56:00,920 --> 00:55:58,470
the road and I think about this or I did

1319
00:56:02,030 --> 00:56:00,930
I don't anymore so much but I used to

1320
00:56:03,230 --> 00:56:02,040
think about that for a few years

1321
00:56:06,140 --> 00:56:03,240
afterwards I thought about it quite

1322
00:56:09,740 --> 00:56:06,150
often it was one of those magical times

1323
00:56:12,880 --> 00:56:09,750
and I didn't know I don't know why it

1324
00:56:14,810 --> 00:56:12,890
showed up as a cartoon School Bus

1325
00:56:17,120 --> 00:56:14,820
sometimes I think they didn't have time

1326
00:56:18,170 --> 00:56:17,130
to bring it into a 3d reality and they

1327
00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:18,180
just did the best they could

1328
00:56:21,980 --> 00:56:20,010
Oh Sherry's in trouble we better and

1329
00:56:25,070 --> 00:56:21,990
let's do a school for some cakes and

1330
00:56:27,230 --> 00:56:25,080
there it is cartoon but the takeaway for

1331
00:56:29,330 --> 00:56:27,240
me on that is that not only is our

1332
00:56:33,620 --> 00:56:29,340
reality illusory in nature but it is

1333
00:56:36,830 --> 00:56:33,630
also malleable and I use the word

1334
00:56:39,410 --> 00:56:36,840
malleable because I feel like we are the

1335
00:56:42,260 --> 00:56:39,420
architects of our reality we have the

1336
00:56:44,990 --> 00:56:42,270
power within us to control what we

1337
00:56:46,490 --> 00:56:45,000
experience and so whether that came from

1338
00:56:49,580 --> 00:56:46,500
my guys which is really just another

1339
00:56:52,700 --> 00:56:49,590
aspect of me or from myself it just

1340
00:56:58,520 --> 00:56:52,710
shows that we can create our reality

1341
00:57:05,480 --> 00:56:58,530
however we want to and I actually got a

1342
00:57:06,790 --> 00:57:05,490
definition of Malibu Malibu is capable

1343
00:57:10,010 --> 00:57:06,800
of being altered or controlled by

1344
00:57:14,840 --> 00:57:10,020
outside forces or influences having a

1345
00:57:18,050 --> 00:57:14,850
capacity for adaptive change and I like

1346
00:57:20,510 --> 00:57:18,060
I like that because it it gives the

1347
00:57:26,200 --> 00:57:20,520
power back to us and I do believe that

1348
00:57:32,180 --> 00:57:28,790
so from there I'm gonna go to another

1349
00:57:35,630 --> 00:57:32,190
story that talk that kind of defines

1350
00:57:38,840 --> 00:57:35,640
also how this realities is is a

1351
00:57:42,560 --> 00:57:38,850
malleable reality and it also highlights

1352
00:57:46,160 --> 00:57:42,570
how the life of a volunteer I'm not sure

1353
00:57:47,720 --> 00:57:46,170
I mean maybe maybe my friends don't have

1354
00:57:48,890 --> 00:57:47,730
stories like this I used to think that

1355
00:57:50,630 --> 00:57:48,900
everybody had this kind of stuff

1356
00:57:54,110 --> 00:57:50,640
happening in their life but it turns out

1357
00:57:56,990 --> 00:57:54,120
they don't and since I've been in a

1358
00:57:59,000 --> 00:57:57,000
relationship with Jim who is very 3d at

1359
00:58:01,340 --> 00:57:59,010
times and he points out to me how weird

1360
00:58:04,010 --> 00:58:01,350
I am then I it helps me to understand

1361
00:58:07,490 --> 00:58:04,020
that not because a lot of times you

1362
00:58:09,680 --> 00:58:07,500
- I guess I just thought everybody's

1363
00:58:12,830 --> 00:58:09,690
life was like this but it turns out that

1364
00:58:14,540 --> 00:58:12,840
it's not so the next one is an

1365
00:58:17,090 --> 00:58:14,550
interesting story is one that I did a

1366
00:58:20,120 --> 00:58:17,100
video on Adnan was actually kind enough

1367
00:58:22,490 --> 00:58:20,130
to come to my house when he was up in my

1368
00:58:24,920 --> 00:58:22,500
area and we did a video about this I was

1369
00:58:26,750 --> 00:58:24,930
definitely sick that day but we did it

1370
00:58:30,590 --> 00:58:26,760
anyway because I wanted to get the word

1371
00:58:33,080 --> 00:58:30,600
out there on chemtrails and because I

1372
00:58:34,780 --> 00:58:33,090
had been upset by the chemtrails from

1373
00:58:38,150 --> 00:58:34,790
the moment I first learned of them

1374
00:58:41,870 --> 00:58:38,160
nothing throws you into a state of being

1375
00:58:46,280 --> 00:58:41,880
a victim like being sprayed with poison

1376
00:58:47,930 --> 00:58:46,290
so I kept questioning and asking why are

1377
00:58:50,120 --> 00:58:47,940
we experiencing these chemtrails and

1378
00:58:51,740 --> 00:58:50,130
what's what's the higher purpose behind

1379
00:58:56,060 --> 00:58:51,750
them because everything has a higher

1380
00:58:59,030 --> 00:58:56,070
purpose right so this story starts with

1381
00:59:00,770 --> 00:58:59,040
me again going on a walk with my dog got

1382
00:59:04,580 --> 00:59:00,780
in the car and drove to the trailhead

1383
00:59:05,180 --> 00:59:04,590
and parked my car and when I got out of

1384
00:59:07,370 --> 00:59:05,190
the car

1385
00:59:10,790 --> 00:59:07,380
well even as I was pulling up I could

1386
00:59:12,320 --> 00:59:10,800
clearly see that to the south side of

1387
00:59:14,300 --> 00:59:12,330
the road you could walk that direction

1388
00:59:16,880 --> 00:59:14,310
or you could walk north the trailhead it

1389
00:59:18,380 --> 00:59:16,890
crossed the road there to the south the

1390
00:59:20,540 --> 00:59:18,390
sky was covered crisscross with

1391
00:59:22,280 --> 00:59:20,550
chemtrails just like those just a

1392
00:59:24,020 --> 00:59:22,290
checkerboard just thick with chemtrails

1393
00:59:26,270 --> 00:59:24,030
they stopped right at the road where I

1394
00:59:28,640 --> 00:59:26,280
was parked on the north side of the road

1395
00:59:30,980 --> 00:59:28,650
it was a clear blue sky not a cloud in

1396
00:59:34,430 --> 00:59:30,990
the sky just brilliant blue it was just

1397
00:59:37,870 --> 00:59:34,440
so defined that I got suspicious and I

1398
00:59:39,770 --> 00:59:37,880
thought okay this is this is not natural

1399
00:59:42,440 --> 00:59:39,780
so there's something going to hat

1400
00:59:43,940 --> 00:59:42,450
there's something going on here but I

1401
00:59:45,380 --> 00:59:43,950
got out of the car and of course I

1402
00:59:47,510 --> 00:59:45,390
decided to walk north I wasn't going to

1403
00:59:50,050 --> 00:59:47,520
walk underneath the sprain so I headed

1404
00:59:52,550 --> 00:59:50,060
north and the trail I was going to take

1405
00:59:55,190 --> 00:59:52,560
go straight for quite a distance and

1406
00:59:56,450 --> 00:59:55,200
then it curved to the right and then it

1407
00:59:59,240 --> 00:59:56,460
goes into a tunnel

1408
01:00:01,370 --> 00:59:59,250
and I usually walk up to the tunnel

1409
01:00:04,430 --> 01:00:01,380
which is about a mile and a half or so

1410
01:00:06,260 --> 01:00:04,440
on then back again so three miles I just

1411
01:00:09,400 --> 01:00:06,270
step onto the trail and start walking

1412
01:00:12,650 --> 01:00:09,410
when I hear a plane flying coming in and

1413
01:00:14,870 --> 01:00:12,660
it's really loud and I turn to look in

1414
01:00:16,510 --> 01:00:14,880
the plane is fairly low it's a jet and

1415
01:00:19,160 --> 01:00:16,520
it just doesn't look right

1416
01:00:20,900 --> 01:00:19,170
it wasn't quite a cartoon but it just it

1417
01:00:21,320 --> 01:00:20,910
wasn't right either but I watched it for

1418
01:00:23,390 --> 01:00:21,330
a while

1419
01:00:25,850 --> 01:00:23,400
and it wasn't spraying anything and I

1420
01:00:29,780 --> 01:00:25,860
thought okay so I start walking down the

1421
01:00:33,490 --> 01:00:29,790
trail and it comes right overhead and it

1422
01:00:36,980 --> 01:00:33,500
starts spraying immediately over my head

1423
01:00:39,320 --> 01:00:36,990
and I was stopped walking and I watch it

1424
01:00:40,970 --> 01:00:39,330
it follows the trail that I'm about to

1425
01:00:43,670 --> 01:00:40,980
walk and it follows and it lays down a

1426
01:00:45,710 --> 01:00:43,680
path of chem trail right above the trail

1427
01:00:48,320 --> 01:00:45,720
even where the road where the trail

1428
01:00:51,590 --> 01:00:48,330
turns and then it ends where it goes

1429
01:00:54,580 --> 01:00:51,600
into the tunnel and the and the jet just

1430
01:00:57,950 --> 01:00:54,590
flies off and I was like what the hell

1431
01:01:00,140 --> 01:00:57,960
it laid down a path right under where

1432
01:01:03,950 --> 01:01:00,150
I'm gonna walk and I just stood there

1433
01:01:05,810 --> 01:01:03,960
and I knew okay why is this going on

1434
01:01:08,360 --> 01:01:05,820
what does this mean I had been asking

1435
01:01:10,150 --> 01:01:08,370
and asking for answers and help to

1436
01:01:13,070 --> 01:01:10,160
figure out what's with the chemtrails

1437
01:01:16,070 --> 01:01:13,080
and I knew that this was the answer but

1438
01:01:19,730 --> 01:01:16,080
I damned if I knew other than it came to

1439
01:01:21,740 --> 01:01:19,740
me well obviously I'm creating this

1440
01:01:26,410 --> 01:01:21,750
because I have a fear of chemtrails and

1441
01:01:29,150 --> 01:01:26,420
fear makes things like this happened so

1442
01:01:32,360 --> 01:01:29,160
you know I did this that was my

1443
01:01:33,790 --> 01:01:32,370
conclusion was that I did this but I

1444
01:01:35,420 --> 01:01:33,800
didn't know what to do about it I

1445
01:01:37,760 --> 01:01:35,430
couldn't walk anymore

1446
01:01:39,800 --> 01:01:37,770
I just I was I said I need to go home so

1447
01:01:43,760 --> 01:01:39,810
we got back in the car and we went home

1448
01:01:45,050 --> 01:01:43,770
when I got home I went to my Course in

1449
01:01:47,390 --> 01:01:45,060
Miracles book because that's where I

1450
01:01:50,150 --> 01:01:47,400
usually could find my answers when I

1451
01:01:51,710 --> 01:01:50,160
just didn't know how to deal with this

1452
01:01:53,840 --> 01:01:51,720
and I should have known I've been a

1453
01:01:56,210 --> 01:01:53,850
Course in Miracles teacher for a long

1454
01:01:57,680 --> 01:01:56,220
time but I instead I sat down with my

1455
01:02:00,950 --> 01:01:57,690
Course in Miracles book and I was in my

1456
01:02:02,570 --> 01:02:00,960
office which I have never since and

1457
01:02:04,640 --> 01:02:02,580
never before though so wondering time I

1458
01:02:05,840 --> 01:02:04,650
did my Course in Miracles reading I

1459
01:02:07,940 --> 01:02:05,850
don't even know what the book was doing

1460
01:02:10,220 --> 01:02:07,950
in the office how it got there but I

1461
01:02:12,500 --> 01:02:10,230
just sat in the chair in there and read

1462
01:02:18,320 --> 01:02:12,510
the book opened it up randomly and of

1463
01:02:21,800 --> 01:02:18,330
course it said that fear attracts fear

1464
01:02:26,270 --> 01:02:21,810
will make fearful a fearful projection

1465
01:02:28,160 --> 01:02:26,280
and so you project what you fear and I

1466
01:02:30,090 --> 01:02:28,170
have this I don't have a fear of

1467
01:02:31,710 --> 01:02:30,100
chemtrails but I haven't I

1468
01:02:33,330 --> 01:02:31,720
why would get triggered with anger and

1469
01:02:38,490 --> 01:02:33,340
they disgust me

1470
01:02:40,940 --> 01:02:38,500
and so that fit but the answer to it is

1471
01:02:43,350 --> 01:02:40,950
of course unconditional love

1472
01:02:46,500 --> 01:02:43,360
unconditional love and seeing it the

1473
01:02:47,880 --> 01:02:46,510
truth of what it is so the chemtrails

1474
01:02:49,680 --> 01:02:47,890
are an illusion because they come from

1475
01:02:51,510 --> 01:02:49,690
fear and anything that comes from fear

1476
01:02:54,030 --> 01:02:51,520
is not real the only thing that Israel

1477
01:02:55,710 --> 01:02:54,040
comes from love so the answer to the

1478
01:02:58,650 --> 01:02:55,720
solute the solution to chemtrails is to

1479
01:03:01,170 --> 01:02:58,660
send love is to see it through the eyes

1480
01:03:02,580 --> 01:03:01,180
of truth and to see the innocence in all

1481
01:03:05,930 --> 01:03:02,590
of it and know that everything is safe

1482
01:03:08,900 --> 01:03:05,940
everything is good that there is nothing

1483
01:03:13,530 --> 01:03:08,910
truly terrible taking place not in truth

1484
01:03:17,640 --> 01:03:13,540
so I got that message and as soon as I

1485
01:03:20,910 --> 01:03:17,650
got it I glanced out my window to the

1486
01:03:21,600 --> 01:03:20,920
east and of course there's a jet coming

1487
01:03:27,270 --> 01:03:21,610
toward the house

1488
01:03:28,530 --> 01:03:27,280
spraying chemtrails and I look at it and

1489
01:03:31,530 --> 01:03:28,540
I see it different through different

1490
01:03:33,090 --> 01:03:31,540
eyes I see it as being something that's

1491
01:03:38,970 --> 01:03:33,100
just part of the illusion it's not real

1492
01:03:42,210 --> 01:03:38,980
and so what I did is I envisioned the

1493
01:03:43,920 --> 01:03:42,220
pilot in that jet and I envisioned the

1494
01:03:47,190 --> 01:03:43,930
person who gave the orders to that pilot

1495
01:03:51,480 --> 01:03:47,200
to spray those toxic fumes on the planet

1496
01:03:53,760 --> 01:03:51,490
and I just saw them as innocent and not

1497
01:03:55,380 --> 01:03:53,770
knowing any better I saw them for the

1498
01:03:59,010 --> 01:03:55,390
truth of who they are which is just like

1499
01:04:01,380 --> 01:03:59,020
we are divine creatures created out of

1500
01:04:03,600 --> 01:04:01,390
love and they're just lost in the

1501
01:04:05,220 --> 01:04:03,610
illusion and their fear their fear has

1502
01:04:07,230 --> 01:04:05,230
got the best of them otherwise they

1503
01:04:10,080 --> 01:04:07,240
wouldn't be doing this and so I just

1504
01:04:11,370 --> 01:04:10,090
sent love to them and forgiveness which

1505
01:04:12,870 --> 01:04:11,380
is not forgiveness like you're doing

1506
01:04:14,070 --> 01:04:12,880
something wrong and so I forgive you but

1507
01:04:16,200 --> 01:04:14,080
forgiveness is and you don't know any

1508
01:04:19,620 --> 01:04:16,210
better and so I hold the truth for you

1509
01:04:24,420 --> 01:04:19,630
and so I did that and when I opened my

1510
01:04:26,010 --> 01:04:24,430
eyes the chemtrail was gone not all the

1511
01:04:28,140 --> 01:04:26,020
way back but all the way back to where I

1512
01:04:30,120 --> 01:04:28,150
had first seen the jet when I first came

1513
01:04:31,650 --> 01:04:30,130
into view and the chemtrail that it had

1514
01:04:36,630 --> 01:04:31,660
been spewing as it came toward my house

1515
01:04:41,849 --> 01:04:36,640
was all gone and I was very humbled by

1516
01:04:44,880 --> 01:04:41,859
that and it moved me a lot to have that

1517
01:04:45,959 --> 01:04:44,890
because it's so very real and I didn't

1518
01:04:49,680 --> 01:04:45,969
have time to think much of it because

1519
01:04:51,559 --> 01:04:49,690
out the window to the north out of the

1520
01:04:55,349 --> 01:04:51,569
office I saw another plane coming

1521
01:04:57,599 --> 01:04:55,359
spewing out really thick chemtrail

1522
01:04:58,979 --> 01:04:57,609
really one of those really big fat ones

1523
01:05:02,219 --> 01:04:58,989
you know you see them when they come

1524
01:05:03,449 --> 01:05:02,229
they just ugly and I stood up and I went

1525
01:05:04,890 --> 01:05:03,459
to that window and I did the same thing

1526
01:05:08,039 --> 01:05:04,900
and I pictured the pilot and this time

1527
01:05:10,739 --> 01:05:08,049
it was a woman flying that jet and I

1528
01:05:13,589 --> 01:05:10,749
just sent love to her and acceptance and

1529
01:05:16,410 --> 01:05:13,599
saw her for the truth of who she was and

1530
01:05:18,690 --> 01:05:16,420
I opened my eyes the whole chemtrail was

1531
01:05:20,849 --> 01:05:18,700
gone and it had gone way back as far way

1532
01:05:22,499 --> 01:05:20,859
back because I can I'm on a hill and you

1533
01:05:26,930 --> 01:05:22,509
can see a long way and I that whole

1534
01:05:30,380 --> 01:05:26,940
chemtrail was gone and again it was very

1535
01:05:33,180 --> 01:05:30,390
humbling and it was very validating and

1536
01:05:35,370 --> 01:05:33,190
I didn't have to wait too long it was

1537
01:05:37,170 --> 01:05:35,380
probably about an hour later I kept my

1538
01:05:39,089 --> 01:05:37,180
ears open for another plane because I

1539
01:05:40,759 --> 01:05:39,099
was excited now I was gonna bring down

1540
01:05:44,069 --> 01:05:40,769
these chemtrails one at a time you know

1541
01:05:45,539 --> 01:05:44,079
but another plane started coming from

1542
01:05:48,569 --> 01:05:45,549
the south toward my house so I went

1543
01:05:50,969 --> 01:05:48,579
outside on my patio and it was coming

1544
01:05:54,509 --> 01:05:50,979
closer it was again it was flying kind

1545
01:05:55,979 --> 01:05:54,519
of low and it was loud and I just looked

1546
01:05:58,799 --> 01:05:55,989
at it and I did the same thing I closed

1547
01:06:00,660 --> 01:05:58,809
my eyes and stood out on the patio and I

1548
01:06:02,579 --> 01:06:00,670
became aware that the sound of the

1549
01:06:05,489 --> 01:06:02,589
airplane flying over had suddenly

1550
01:06:07,969 --> 01:06:05,499
stopped and so I over my eyes quick

1551
01:06:10,920 --> 01:06:07,979
because it was just right overhead and

1552
01:06:12,989 --> 01:06:10,930
the plane was gone and the chemtrails

1553
01:06:15,509 --> 01:06:12,999
were gone all the chemtrails were gone

1554
01:06:20,160 --> 01:06:15,519
from my sky my sky was blue clear blue

1555
01:06:22,439 --> 01:06:20,170
and I got freaked out by that I'll admit

1556
01:06:24,359 --> 01:06:22,449
it it creeped me out to have a jet that

1557
01:06:26,759 --> 01:06:24,369
was so big and solid flying overhead

1558
01:06:29,910 --> 01:06:26,769
suddenly just disappear I ran around the

1559
01:06:31,499 --> 01:06:29,920
house to make sure that it wasn't still

1560
01:06:33,630 --> 01:06:31,509
there and I just wasn't hearing it that

1561
01:06:35,249 --> 01:06:33,640
it was gone but it of course I knew it

1562
01:06:37,739 --> 01:06:35,259
wasn't there it had just happened so

1563
01:06:41,219 --> 01:06:37,749
fast so the whole jet disappeared all

1564
01:06:43,769 --> 01:06:41,229
the chemtrails disappeared and I did run

1565
01:06:46,979 --> 01:06:43,779
in the house I texted my girlfriend and

1566
01:06:49,049 --> 01:06:46,989
we talked a little bit and of course

1567
01:06:50,160 --> 01:06:49,059
what I realized had happened was that I

1568
01:06:51,479 --> 01:06:50,170
had moved

1569
01:06:52,150 --> 01:06:51,489
I had altered myself into a high our

1570
01:06:55,990 --> 01:06:52,160
timeline

1571
01:07:00,160 --> 01:06:56,000
so I was at a higher frequency where

1572
01:07:01,630 --> 01:07:00,170
there was no chemtrails and so that was

1573
01:07:03,160 --> 01:07:01,640
the answer to the chemtrail thing and

1574
01:07:05,290 --> 01:07:03,170
that's why I needed to do that video

1575
01:07:07,630 --> 01:07:05,300
since then that videos been up and I

1576
01:07:09,970 --> 01:07:07,640
have gotten tons and tons and tons of

1577
01:07:11,440 --> 01:07:09,980
emails from people around the world who

1578
01:07:13,840 --> 01:07:11,450
have seen it who have used the same

1579
01:07:16,360 --> 01:07:13,850
technique and they've been very

1580
01:07:18,310 --> 01:07:16,370
successful with it and it's not as hard

1581
01:07:20,230 --> 01:07:18,320
as you think it is that the only thing

1582
01:07:21,850 --> 01:07:20,240
is is that you have to really understand

1583
01:07:23,980 --> 01:07:21,860
and know that what you're seeing is an

1584
01:07:26,590 --> 01:07:23,990
illusion and that the person who's doing

1585
01:07:29,140 --> 01:07:26,600
it truly does not know any better they

1586
01:07:30,910 --> 01:07:29,150
are acting out of fear and fear is not

1587
01:07:33,520 --> 01:07:30,920
real anything that comes from fear

1588
01:07:35,020 --> 01:07:33,530
simply isn't real so we only make it

1589
01:07:36,460 --> 01:07:35,030
real because of our acceptance of it

1590
01:07:39,990 --> 01:07:36,470
because we joined with them in the fear

1591
01:07:42,700 --> 01:07:40,000
so that's why the chemtrails are huge

1592
01:07:44,920 --> 01:07:42,710
they're nasty business but that's the

1593
01:07:47,650 --> 01:07:44,930
the controller's of the planet use those

1594
01:07:50,830 --> 01:07:47,660
to keep us in mind and to keep us in

1595
01:07:52,290 --> 01:07:50,840
fear so it's a powerful tool if you

1596
01:07:56,950 --> 01:07:52,300
didn't turn the tables on them and

1597
01:07:58,260 --> 01:07:56,960
instead of being triggered and getting

1598
01:08:00,580 --> 01:07:58,270
angry when you see the chemtrails

1599
01:08:01,600 --> 01:08:00,590
instead you actually reminds you of the

1600
01:08:03,970 --> 01:08:01,610
truth of who you are

1601
01:08:07,980 --> 01:08:03,980
and the truth of who they are and they

1602
01:08:10,390 --> 01:08:07,990
hate that so you send love to them and

1603
01:08:13,420 --> 01:08:10,400
that's that's the most powerful thing

1604
01:08:15,940 --> 01:08:13,430
that you can do and the chemtrails would

1605
01:08:18,610 --> 01:08:15,950
stop if we would all enough of us would

1606
01:08:20,710 --> 01:08:18,620
know to do that the chemtrails did stop

1607
01:08:23,190 --> 01:08:20,720
for a while did you notice that the

1608
01:08:25,630 --> 01:08:23,200
Alliance took out the chemtrail

1609
01:08:27,520 --> 01:08:25,640
operation took it down probably eighty

1610
01:08:29,170 --> 01:08:27,530
or ninety percent and so he didn't have

1611
01:08:29,980 --> 01:08:29,180
chemtrails almost for the entire month

1612
01:08:32,170 --> 01:08:29,990
of July

1613
01:08:35,110 --> 01:08:32,180
they've started up again apparently they

1614
01:08:36,790 --> 01:08:35,120
found a new facility but I have no doubt

1615
01:08:39,870 --> 01:08:36,800
that they'll take him out again

1616
01:08:44,140 --> 01:08:39,880
hopefully for good it's nasty business

1617
01:08:47,140 --> 01:08:44,150
so the takeaway on that experience was

1618
01:08:48,520 --> 01:08:47,150
that we the collective and individually

1619
01:08:50,380 --> 01:08:48,530
are responsible for the world we

1620
01:08:52,750 --> 01:08:50,390
experienced we can either make it to the

1621
01:08:56,110 --> 01:08:52,760
projection of fear or create it by

1622
01:08:59,230 --> 01:08:56,120
extending love and those are that's the

1623
01:09:00,760 --> 01:08:59,240
basic teachings of the course of

1624
01:09:03,760 --> 01:09:00,770
miracles and it's the basic teachings of

1625
01:09:05,019 --> 01:09:03,770
my guys the three groups of ETS that I

1626
01:09:08,499 --> 01:09:05,029
work with who come from high

1627
01:09:10,779 --> 01:09:08,509
dimensions they understand how our world

1628
01:09:12,669 --> 01:09:10,789
works so when I found the course of

1629
01:09:15,370 --> 01:09:12,679
miracles that resonated very strongly

1630
01:09:16,990 --> 01:09:15,380
with me as to being the truth of what I

1631
01:09:20,859 --> 01:09:17,000
had been taught as a child and all my

1632
01:09:24,249 --> 01:09:20,869
life by the the ETS the

1633
01:09:25,930 --> 01:09:24,259
higher-dimensional ETS so I big I'm a

1634
01:09:29,430 --> 01:09:25,940
big proponent of the course of miracles

1635
01:09:32,709 --> 01:09:29,440
which is now there's actually a new a

1636
01:09:34,299 --> 01:09:32,719
new book that is more relevant to the

1637
01:09:36,430 --> 01:09:34,309
times we're living in these great times

1638
01:09:38,649 --> 01:09:36,440
that we're living through which is the

1639
01:09:41,140 --> 01:09:38,659
course of love which my study group

1640
01:09:43,329 --> 01:09:41,150
we've studied that and we just love that

1641
01:09:45,399 --> 01:09:43,339
book it doesn't doesn't challenge you as

1642
01:09:47,079 --> 01:09:45,409
much as the Course in Miracles says it's

1643
01:09:49,899 --> 01:09:47,089
powerful powerful book I'm gonna

1644
01:09:52,510 --> 01:09:49,909
recommend it strongly to everyone oh I

1645
01:09:55,120 --> 01:09:52,520
just wanted to thank you for I'm

1646
01:09:58,390 --> 01:09:55,130
mentioning Q because I had had a

1647
01:10:00,279 --> 01:09:58,400
question to the universe I kind of know

1648
01:10:04,089 --> 01:10:00,289
some of the who some of the people

1649
01:10:06,220 --> 01:10:04,099
behind Q or what that is but I prayed

1650
01:10:09,729 --> 01:10:06,230
for some reason I want to know who was

1651
01:10:15,010 --> 01:10:09,739
behind those people 3d people just

1652
01:10:16,779 --> 01:10:15,020
humans and it it just sent me but when I

1653
01:10:21,459 --> 01:10:16,789
just asked the question it said so much

1654
01:10:23,620 --> 01:10:21,469
love I just burst into tears fall and it

1655
01:10:27,939 --> 01:10:23,630
was off planet being sir don't mention

1656
01:10:29,290 --> 01:10:27,949
else yes yes yeah they don't know that

1657
01:10:31,120 --> 01:10:29,300
if they knew that you know that's too

1658
01:10:33,189 --> 01:10:31,130
much for a lot of people to know but the

1659
01:10:35,350 --> 01:10:33,199
whole operation the whole thing has been

1660
01:10:37,750 --> 01:10:35,360
divinely guided and I know it's a hot

1661
01:10:39,549 --> 01:10:37,760
topic because there's a lot of emotion

1662
01:10:41,379 --> 01:10:39,559
involved with the politics and all that

1663
01:10:43,240 --> 01:10:41,389
and with the players but you have to

1664
01:10:45,399 --> 01:10:43,250
look beyond the personality of the

1665
01:10:47,140 --> 01:10:45,409
players and look at what's being

1666
01:10:50,260 --> 01:10:47,150
accomplished that there is this battle

1667
01:10:53,970 --> 01:10:50,270
going on and it's fascinating and I

1668
01:10:56,709 --> 01:10:53,980
really I feel badly for those who are a

1669
01:10:58,689 --> 01:10:56,719
asleep and not even aware of what's

1670
01:11:01,089 --> 01:10:58,699
playing out on the big screen of life

1671
01:11:04,120 --> 01:11:01,099
because they're missing out on this

1672
01:11:06,220 --> 01:11:04,130
amazing amazing thing but then I also

1673
01:11:08,560 --> 01:11:06,230
feel bad for those who are caught up in

1674
01:11:10,209 --> 01:11:08,570
their anger there's a lot of people who

1675
01:11:11,979 --> 01:11:10,219
are really polarized by the whole

1676
01:11:13,589 --> 01:11:11,989
political thing because of the

1677
01:11:15,669 --> 01:11:13,599
personalities involved and all that and

1678
01:11:17,500 --> 01:11:15,679
there mister

1679
01:11:20,470 --> 01:11:17,510
that's too bad because they're missing

1680
01:11:22,540 --> 01:11:20,480
out on the real story of what's going on

1681
01:11:25,780 --> 01:11:22,550
but that's part of the awakening process

1682
01:11:27,370 --> 01:11:25,790
as they come to to understand that did

1683
01:11:30,220 --> 01:11:27,380
any other questions yeah you want to

1684
01:11:33,189 --> 01:11:30,230
answer ask a question sure yeah you got

1685
01:11:35,680 --> 01:11:33,199
to go to the microphone otherwise for

1686
01:11:44,439 --> 01:11:35,690
the people listening to the video yeah

1687
01:11:46,209 --> 01:11:44,449
very frustrating okay that's fine okay

1688
01:11:51,160 --> 01:11:46,219
oh you're not gonna slip through that

1689
01:11:54,160 --> 01:11:51,170
whole thing okay you mentioned that you

1690
01:11:57,640 --> 01:11:54,170
kind of selected your husband before

1691
01:12:00,100 --> 01:11:57,650
coming here is that correct yeah he it

1692
01:12:02,020 --> 01:12:00,110
was done as a as a collective between

1693
01:12:04,660 --> 01:12:02,030
them and me it was mainly based on his

1694
01:12:07,240 --> 01:12:04,670
DNA because part of my mission for

1695
01:12:10,030 --> 01:12:07,250
coming here the first phase of my

1696
01:12:13,990 --> 01:12:10,040
mission it was to be part of the the

1697
01:12:16,630 --> 01:12:14,000
hybrid program so so he was chosen for

1698
01:12:17,169 --> 01:12:16,640
that and just for certain aspects of who

1699
01:12:19,660 --> 01:12:17,179
he was

1700
01:12:21,780 --> 01:12:19,670
so yeah they chose me I've had a series

1701
01:12:24,580 --> 01:12:21,790
of relationships throughout my life and

1702
01:12:26,860 --> 01:12:24,590
they dictated who because they studied

1703
01:12:30,160 --> 01:12:26,870
they what they told me as they wanted to

1704
01:12:32,890 --> 01:12:30,170
study relationship love mm-hmm

1705
01:12:34,060 --> 01:12:32,900
and so they I cut a deal with them it's

1706
01:12:35,500 --> 01:12:34,070
a complicated story but I cut a deal

1707
01:12:36,520 --> 01:12:35,510
with him that I would I would stay here

1708
01:12:39,160 --> 01:12:36,530
and they would do that

1709
01:12:41,290 --> 01:12:39,170
I would allow them to do that so the

1710
01:12:43,300 --> 01:12:41,300
most they dictated who I was to be with

1711
01:12:44,860 --> 01:12:43,310
each step of the way the one that they

1712
01:12:46,270 --> 01:12:44,870
were primarily interested in was the

1713
01:12:48,760 --> 01:12:46,280
last one that I had with that guy back

1714
01:12:51,520 --> 01:12:48,770
in the corner with Jim I've been with

1715
01:12:55,600 --> 01:12:51,530
him since the book came out and it was

1716
01:12:57,669 --> 01:12:55,610
critical they were very very pushy for

1717
01:13:00,459 --> 01:12:57,679
me to get with him and him with me and

1718
01:13:02,709 --> 01:13:00,469
they forced us into a relationship I

1719
01:13:04,870 --> 01:13:02,719
mean it's it it it seems somewhat

1720
01:13:05,860 --> 01:13:04,880
organic except that they forced me to go

1721
01:13:08,709 --> 01:13:05,870
to the place where I was going to meet

1722
01:13:09,939 --> 01:13:08,719
him that day and it turns out I did I

1723
01:13:11,470 --> 01:13:09,949
told him I didn't want to be in another

1724
01:13:13,870 --> 01:13:11,480
relationship I was worn out it's tired

1725
01:13:15,970 --> 01:13:13,880
that's old too old for all that but it

1726
01:13:17,020 --> 01:13:15,980
turns out had I not been with him I

1727
01:13:19,750 --> 01:13:17,030
would not be here now

1728
01:13:22,750 --> 01:13:19,760
he has kept me alive through the through

1729
01:13:25,990 --> 01:13:22,760
the attacks that have happened on me and

1730
01:13:29,590 --> 01:13:26,000
so yeah it was critical and he he has no

1731
01:13:33,190 --> 01:13:29,600
fear he being with me he has

1732
01:13:34,390 --> 01:13:33,200
and experience things that would most

1733
01:13:36,970 --> 01:13:34,400
people would have a lot of trouble

1734
01:13:39,460 --> 01:13:36,980
dealing with but he's he has no fear

1735
01:13:42,640 --> 01:13:39,470
when those ETS come in he's like they

1736
01:13:44,620 --> 01:13:42,650
you know he's all good with it so yeah

1737
01:13:48,130 --> 01:13:44,630
the second thing I wanted to ask you

1738
01:13:54,190 --> 01:13:48,140
about he you said I'm working with three

1739
01:13:58,420 --> 01:13:54,200
groups my and they're light during the

1740
01:14:01,840 --> 01:13:58,430
light they're good yeah so have you had

1741
01:14:04,930 --> 01:14:01,850
contact with the dark oh yeah

1742
01:14:06,880 --> 01:14:04,940
and there are beings of they have beings

1743
01:14:09,610 --> 01:14:06,890
as well right yeah there are dark

1744
01:14:11,290 --> 01:14:09,620
unfortunately I you know I didn't want

1745
01:14:13,560 --> 01:14:11,300
to believe that actually I was like I

1746
01:14:16,450 --> 01:14:13,570
said I was quite naive when I came in

1747
01:14:17,620 --> 01:14:16,460
but yeah I've encountered very dark

1748
01:14:19,660 --> 01:14:17,630
forces I've had you know the men in

1749
01:14:21,850 --> 01:14:19,670
black which are not really et's they're

1750
01:14:23,080 --> 01:14:21,860
more construct so I've had the men in

1751
01:14:25,450 --> 01:14:23,090
black they are the ones who warned me

1752
01:14:34,240 --> 01:14:25,460
not to talk about you know my life

1753
01:14:36,820 --> 01:14:34,250
when I did anyway that I so I have

1754
01:14:40,780 --> 01:14:36,830
encountered I guess I'm just gonna say

1755
01:14:44,620 --> 01:14:40,790
that probably probably none as fearful

1756
01:14:48,820 --> 01:14:44,630
as our own military at the time so the

1757
01:14:54,940 --> 01:14:48,830
meal laps are quite awful I've

1758
01:14:59,470 --> 01:14:54,950
encountered the Draco and they were at

1759
01:15:02,980 --> 01:14:59,480
my house quite a bit and there's

1760
01:15:06,250 --> 01:15:02,990
different opinions as to my opinion of

1761
01:15:08,230 --> 01:15:06,260
them was that they they came in and they

1762
01:15:09,910 --> 01:15:08,240
did ask Jim and I if we would work with

1763
01:15:12,130 --> 01:15:09,920
them that they wanted to there was a

1764
01:15:13,930 --> 01:15:12,140
group of five of them and they asked if

1765
01:15:16,300 --> 01:15:13,940
we would work with them during this time

1766
01:15:17,890 --> 01:15:16,310
of Ascension because they wanted to go

1767
01:15:21,160 --> 01:15:17,900
from service to self to service to

1768
01:15:23,560 --> 01:15:21,170
others and we agreed to let them come in

1769
01:15:26,100 --> 01:15:23,570
and so they did come in and work with us

1770
01:15:28,840 --> 01:15:26,110
doing Reiki and that sort of thing

1771
01:15:30,520 --> 01:15:28,850
some have said that I was fooled and

1772
01:15:32,890 --> 01:15:30,530
tricked because that said that that's

1773
01:15:36,100 --> 01:15:32,900
when the attacks on me happened so I'm

1774
01:15:38,970 --> 01:15:36,110
not sure I mean I am i can read energy

1775
01:15:42,180 --> 01:15:38,980
and I can discern high and low energy I

1776
01:15:43,770 --> 01:15:42,190
just I'm not sure if I was fooled or not

1777
01:15:46,080 --> 01:15:43,780
how that went but yeah I've encountered

1778
01:15:52,760 --> 01:15:46,090
definitely encountered some pretty dark

1779
01:15:58,680 --> 01:15:52,770
energy yeah and the other thing was I

1780
01:16:01,830 --> 01:15:58,690
can find it if you could just kind of

1781
01:16:04,370 --> 01:16:01,840
expound a little more oh I'm trying to

1782
01:16:08,970 --> 01:16:04,380
get a hard here I'm trying to figure out

1783
01:16:10,890 --> 01:16:08,980
I heard you mention creator yeah but I

1784
01:16:13,560 --> 01:16:10,900
also heard you mention higher self

1785
01:16:15,900 --> 01:16:13,570
mm-hmm is that one in this thing we are

1786
01:16:18,150 --> 01:16:15,910
all the creator we are all one with the

1787
01:16:19,890 --> 01:16:18,160
Creator my guys taught me from the time

1788
01:16:21,660 --> 01:16:19,900
I was very little what they call the

1789
01:16:22,830 --> 01:16:21,670
three important things to know and the

1790
01:16:24,780 --> 01:16:22,840
number one most important thing to know

1791
01:16:26,820 --> 01:16:24,790
is that we are all one with the Creator

1792
01:16:28,530 --> 01:16:26,830
so you refer to the Creator which is

1793
01:16:30,990 --> 01:16:28,540
like the prime creator there is this

1794
01:16:34,860 --> 01:16:31,000
source this energy that creates life and

1795
01:16:37,140 --> 01:16:34,870
extends life through love and is its

1796
01:16:43,080 --> 01:16:37,150
throughout the multiverse and that is

1797
01:16:45,750 --> 01:16:43,090
all life all life that is of love is the

1798
01:16:48,390 --> 01:16:45,760
Creator anything that is not the creator

1799
01:16:49,800 --> 01:16:48,400
of the Creator of love it's not real

1800
01:16:52,160 --> 01:16:49,810
it's part of the illusion so this world

1801
01:16:54,870 --> 01:16:52,170
is an illusion anything that's a form

1802
01:16:57,209 --> 01:16:54,880
and can suffer like you do on this

1803
01:16:59,729 --> 01:16:57,219
planet you suffer with sickness with

1804
01:17:01,439 --> 01:16:59,739
your body with everything that's all the

1805
01:17:03,720 --> 01:17:01,449
Aleut that's all built out of fear

1806
01:17:06,240 --> 01:17:03,730
that's all that our Creator did not

1807
01:17:09,150 --> 01:17:06,250
create our bodies we created our bodies

1808
01:17:10,830 --> 01:17:09,160
to have the experience of separation we

1809
01:17:12,870 --> 01:17:10,840
wanted the idea we wanted to experience

1810
01:17:14,880 --> 01:17:12,880
being separate from ourself and knowing

1811
01:17:18,510 --> 01:17:14,890
ourselves as other than just pure love

1812
01:17:22,709 --> 01:17:18,520
and so we created separation we broke

1813
01:17:25,860 --> 01:17:22,719
free and out of that came a body because

1814
01:17:27,840 --> 01:17:25,870
we projected that to really solidify if

1815
01:17:29,880 --> 01:17:27,850
you wouldn't use that word to solidify

1816
01:17:32,640 --> 01:17:29,890
and make real the idea that we are

1817
01:17:34,050 --> 01:17:32,650
separate because there it appears that

1818
01:17:36,420 --> 01:17:34,060
you are standing there as a separate

1819
01:17:37,920 --> 01:17:36,430
person from me and there are people

1820
01:17:40,080 --> 01:17:37,930
sitting out there who appeared to be

1821
01:17:41,850 --> 01:17:40,090
separate because it fulfills the

1822
01:17:45,540 --> 01:17:41,860
illusion that makes it very real to us

1823
01:17:48,840 --> 01:17:45,550
it's not real you're a part of me we're

1824
01:17:51,300 --> 01:17:48,850
all a part we're all one but yeah so

1825
01:17:53,489 --> 01:17:51,310
there as far as a hierarchy there is no

1826
01:17:55,649 --> 01:17:53,499
higher here they're just as oneness

1827
01:17:58,109 --> 01:17:55,659
and we just have these little these

1828
01:18:01,709 --> 01:17:58,119
individual dreams going on because we're

1829
01:18:03,540 --> 01:18:01,719
eternal beans time doesn't exist but we

1830
01:18:05,790 --> 01:18:03,550
just need a entertainer so we just we're

1831
01:18:07,469 --> 01:18:05,800
just experiencing different aspects of

1832
01:18:09,239 --> 01:18:07,479
who we are through the challenges of

1833
01:18:11,189 --> 01:18:09,249
being a three-dimensional being for

1834
01:18:13,080 --> 01:18:11,199
instance on this planet you all came

1835
01:18:15,870 --> 01:18:13,090
here to begin with because you wanted to

1836
01:18:18,270 --> 01:18:15,880
know yourself as who you are when you

1837
01:18:21,239 --> 01:18:18,280
are confronted with fear and confront it

1838
01:18:24,330 --> 01:18:21,249
with suffering and that's why it's here

1839
01:18:28,919 --> 01:18:24,340
it's because you asked for that and so

1840
01:18:31,560 --> 01:18:28,929
that's what you got and and from there

1841
01:18:35,009 --> 01:18:31,570
we have higher self we have aliens and

1842
01:18:38,219 --> 01:18:35,019
then angels separate entities well again

1843
01:18:40,259 --> 01:18:38,229
separate only in the illusion okay you

1844
01:18:42,390 --> 01:18:40,269
know so that's why I don't know why well

1845
01:18:44,759 --> 01:18:42,400
I was I was kind of a 3d person myself

1846
01:18:46,259 --> 01:18:44,769
and you know before I awakened to my

1847
01:18:47,939 --> 01:18:46,269
experiences and even once I awakened to

1848
01:18:51,180 --> 01:18:47,949
my experiences in my connection with my

1849
01:18:54,419 --> 01:18:51,190
with my guys you still if you're in this

1850
01:18:57,270 --> 01:18:54,429
world it's really hard to live on a 5 or

1851
01:18:58,049 --> 01:18:57,280
6 D level you know that's where we're

1852
01:19:00,359 --> 01:18:58,059
going right now

1853
01:19:01,950 --> 01:19:00,369
but you can you can remember that you

1854
01:19:04,649 --> 01:19:01,960
know I would remember what it was like

1855
01:19:06,029 --> 01:19:04,659
before I came here and oneness I can

1856
01:19:08,669 --> 01:19:06,039
remember all that but you still have to

1857
01:19:10,229 --> 01:19:08,679
live in this world of separation you

1858
01:19:11,850 --> 01:19:10,239
still have to make the money to pay for

1859
01:19:13,169 --> 01:19:11,860
the house to pay for the food you still

1860
01:19:15,000 --> 01:19:13,179
have to go to the doctor because your

1861
01:19:17,520 --> 01:19:15,010
body hurts you so it keeps you really

1862
01:19:20,069 --> 01:19:17,530
anchored in the illusion and in the game

1863
01:19:21,629 --> 01:19:20,079
and that's such a big distraction that's

1864
01:19:24,569 --> 01:19:21,639
why the whole control system on the

1865
01:19:26,910 --> 01:19:24,579
planet is based on distraction you know

1866
01:19:29,129 --> 01:19:26,920
look here don't look there it's what's

1867
01:19:30,810 --> 01:19:29,139
playing out right now you know you know

1868
01:19:32,189 --> 01:19:30,820
the media is gonna tell you what the

1869
01:19:34,140 --> 01:19:32,199
truth is no don't look over here what's

1870
01:19:35,640 --> 01:19:34,150
really true we're going to tell you

1871
01:19:37,200 --> 01:19:35,650
what's true you know we're gonna tell

1872
01:19:38,910 --> 01:19:37,210
you this is what's what's happening and

1873
01:19:41,160 --> 01:19:38,920
this is who this person is don't look at

1874
01:19:43,709 --> 01:19:41,170
who they really are and what's really

1875
01:19:45,270 --> 01:19:43,719
happening so yeah the whole it's just a

1876
01:19:47,310 --> 01:19:45,280
big game and you have to remember that

1877
01:19:49,169 --> 01:19:47,320
so there's no hierarchy there's just at

1878
01:19:51,120 --> 01:19:49,179
the end of the day there's and it

1879
01:19:52,140 --> 01:19:51,130
doesn't happen when you die that's the

1880
01:19:54,209 --> 01:19:52,150
other thing people think that when you

1881
01:19:55,830 --> 01:19:54,219
die and leave this planet you leave

1882
01:19:56,910 --> 01:19:55,840
behind your body and then you're gonna

1883
01:19:58,290 --> 01:19:56,920
have all the answers and you're gonna

1884
01:20:00,270 --> 01:19:58,300
know the truth of who you who you are

1885
01:20:02,129 --> 01:20:00,280
and all that know that the control

1886
01:20:03,870 --> 01:20:02,139
system on this planet was so big and so

1887
01:20:05,890 --> 01:20:03,880
deep and prevalent that even when you

1888
01:20:08,649 --> 01:20:05,900
die they trap you

1889
01:20:10,660 --> 01:20:08,659
and you were brought back through that's

1890
01:20:12,399 --> 01:20:10,670
why we all came in to liberate the

1891
01:20:13,930 --> 01:20:12,409
planet to stop that from happening

1892
01:20:15,550 --> 01:20:13,940
because you're not your soul is not

1893
01:20:18,070 --> 01:20:15,560
progressing the way it was meant to and

1894
01:20:19,839 --> 01:20:18,080
when you originally agreed to come here

1895
01:20:21,760 --> 01:20:19,849
you came here to have the experience of

1896
01:20:23,830 --> 01:20:21,770
separation that's why the earth humans

1897
01:20:25,720 --> 01:20:23,840
are so fascinating they're so

1898
01:20:28,060 --> 01:20:25,730
fascinating to us because what's so I

1899
01:20:29,560 --> 01:20:28,070
would not be here I would not have come

1900
01:20:30,760 --> 01:20:29,570
here to experience separation why would

1901
01:20:32,800 --> 01:20:30,770
I want to experience separation that's

1902
01:20:35,439 --> 01:20:32,810
painful why would I put myself through

1903
01:20:38,229 --> 01:20:35,449
that but you are not you necessary but

1904
01:20:39,910 --> 01:20:38,239
those who they were you know the the

1905
01:20:42,939 --> 01:20:39,920
human souls on the planet the native

1906
01:20:45,700 --> 01:20:42,949
earth humans you chose that experience I

1907
01:20:48,669 --> 01:20:45,710
think you're incredibly brave or stupid

1908
01:20:51,100 --> 01:20:48,679
but no no escape

1909
01:20:52,959 --> 01:20:51,110
thanks I'm sorry you're incredibly brave

1910
01:20:55,209 --> 01:20:52,969
for doing that you know I mean who does

1911
01:20:56,410 --> 01:20:55,219
that you know it's this is a painful

1912
01:20:57,640 --> 01:20:56,420
place to be but you want to test

1913
01:21:00,820 --> 01:20:57,650
yourself you just want to experience

1914
01:21:02,470 --> 01:21:00,830
something other than love and light so

1915
01:21:05,140 --> 01:21:02,480
now I know what that's like to be human

1916
01:21:06,790 --> 01:21:05,150
and it's it's exciting it's an

1917
01:21:20,169 --> 01:21:06,800
interesting but I don't want to do it

1918
01:21:24,060 --> 01:21:20,179
again so anyway if it was going to be

1919
01:21:26,859 --> 01:21:24,070
foreboding and bad what's going down

1920
01:21:30,510 --> 01:21:26,869
what's going down is humanity the

1921
01:21:33,370 --> 01:21:30,520
collective on planet Earth planet Earth

1922
01:21:36,189 --> 01:21:33,380
said that she was going to ascend during

1923
01:21:37,629 --> 01:21:36,199
this time of the great alignment so

1924
01:21:39,430 --> 01:21:37,639
there's been other times in the history

1925
01:21:41,080 --> 01:21:39,440
of the planet where she could ascend and

1926
01:21:44,229 --> 01:21:41,090
go into the higher frequencies which is

1927
01:21:46,870 --> 01:21:44,239
the natural evolution of star systems

1928
01:21:49,930 --> 01:21:46,880
right of all life but she held back her

1929
01:21:51,790 --> 01:21:49,940
ascension because the humans who resided

1930
01:21:54,040 --> 01:21:51,800
on the planet were not of a high enough

1931
01:21:55,750 --> 01:21:54,050
frequency they were too based in free in

1932
01:21:57,939 --> 01:21:55,760
fear so they were not high enough

1933
01:22:00,580 --> 01:21:57,949
frequency to go with her into the higher

1934
01:22:04,330 --> 01:22:00,590
into fifth dimension fifth density so

1935
01:22:06,100 --> 01:22:04,340
she's held that back for eons in 1945

1936
01:22:09,430 --> 01:22:06,110
when you detonated the atomic bomb

1937
01:22:10,629 --> 01:22:09,440
she said okay I'm getting that you know

1938
01:22:12,760 --> 01:22:10,639
I'm moving on with her without my

1939
01:22:16,750 --> 01:22:12,770
children and that's when we knew that

1940
01:22:19,479 --> 01:22:16,760
something had to be done to rescue if we

1941
01:22:21,250 --> 01:22:19,489
could or assist the

1942
01:22:22,839 --> 01:22:21,260
earth souls who had been trapped here

1943
01:22:23,620 --> 01:22:22,849
because the deck had been stacked

1944
01:22:25,839 --> 01:22:23,630
against you

1945
01:22:29,529 --> 01:22:25,849
the control system had come in long long

1946
01:22:31,270 --> 01:22:29,539
time ago and that allowed you to to

1947
01:22:32,890 --> 01:22:31,280
experience the awakening like you were

1948
01:22:38,649 --> 01:22:32,900
meant to because you've been kept

1949
01:22:39,759 --> 01:22:38,659
controlled and distracted so now I

1950
01:22:45,069 --> 01:22:39,769
forgot the question what was the

1951
01:22:47,799 --> 01:22:45,079
question what oh yeah what's going to

1952
01:22:49,680 --> 01:22:47,809
happen so yeah so nobody because so now

1953
01:22:53,410 --> 01:22:49,690
the human collective the big thing was

1954
01:22:55,209 --> 01:22:53,420
the big thing was we didn't have the

1955
01:22:59,229 --> 01:22:55,219
higher frequency on the planet that we

1956
01:23:01,270 --> 01:22:59,239
needed when I came in in 1950 almost

1957
01:23:02,560 --> 01:23:01,280
none of none of the souls almost none of

1958
01:23:05,739 --> 01:23:02,570
the souls were going to were ready to

1959
01:23:09,339 --> 01:23:05,749
ascend okay by the time the harmonic

1960
01:23:11,410 --> 01:23:09,349
convergence happened in 1987 that was

1961
01:23:13,509 --> 01:23:11,420
huge the harmonic convergence was huge

1962
01:23:16,979 --> 01:23:13,519
it was just huge what happened that day

1963
01:23:19,089 --> 01:23:16,989
this great awakening was triggered and

1964
01:23:21,370 --> 01:23:19,099
it's been happening ever since and the

1965
01:23:24,160 --> 01:23:21,380
star seeds and the light workers and the

1966
01:23:25,899 --> 01:23:24,170
volunteers have been here pulling the

1967
01:23:30,609 --> 01:23:25,909
frequency up just by being who they are

1968
01:23:31,750 --> 01:23:30,619
and it pulls everybody up and so it's up

1969
01:23:34,660 --> 01:23:31,760
to the collective though but when the

1970
01:23:36,399 --> 01:23:34,670
collective at the last election made the

1971
01:23:37,899 --> 01:23:36,409
choice they made and I'm sorry but even

1972
01:23:40,330 --> 01:23:37,909
dye came in three days before the

1973
01:23:43,359 --> 01:23:40,340
election and told me and he said it will

1974
01:23:46,419 --> 01:23:43,369
be Trump I almost went to my knees and

1975
01:23:48,160 --> 01:23:46,429
it was like oh no no no but then I

1976
01:23:50,319 --> 01:23:48,170
thought about the alternative and then I

1977
01:23:51,939 --> 01:23:50,329
thought but it's a no-win situation well

1978
01:23:54,600 --> 01:23:51,949
I didn't know I didn't have an inside

1979
01:23:57,520 --> 01:23:54,610
track but he was very excited and

1980
01:23:59,529 --> 01:23:57,530
because it was someone outside of the

1981
01:24:01,299 --> 01:23:59,539
control system that we had normally had

1982
01:24:04,149 --> 01:24:01,309
and that was the collective making that

1983
01:24:07,979 --> 01:24:04,159
decision so that was a huge moment on

1984
01:24:10,899 --> 01:24:07,989
the planet as far as the awakening now

1985
01:24:13,089 --> 01:24:10,909
they're watching it as it goes and in

1986
01:24:15,819 --> 01:24:13,099
the queue thing to try to trigger people

1987
01:24:17,680 --> 01:24:15,829
and awaken them so everybody

1988
01:24:20,020 --> 01:24:17,690
individually will make the choice if

1989
01:24:21,669 --> 01:24:20,030
they're going to awaken or not get but

1990
01:24:23,529 --> 01:24:21,679
what I mean by awaken is get your

1991
01:24:25,779 --> 01:24:23,539
frequency up to the point where you can

1992
01:24:28,450 --> 01:24:25,789
go with the planet into the fifth

1993
01:24:29,950 --> 01:24:28,460
density and that's what is happening now

1994
01:24:32,720 --> 01:24:29,960
I mean there's chaos out there because

1995
01:24:34,730 --> 01:24:32,730
everything is being held up to the light

1996
01:24:36,350 --> 01:24:34,740
and I had told me that when he came in

1997
01:24:38,180 --> 01:24:36,360
in 2010 everything will be held up to

1998
01:24:41,920 --> 01:24:38,190
the light and he said anything that is

1999
01:24:44,600 --> 01:24:41,930
not based in love is going to crumble

2000
01:24:47,840 --> 01:24:44,610
governments will fall he said financial

2001
01:24:50,270 --> 01:24:47,850
systems banks companies leaders of the

2002
01:24:51,680 --> 01:24:50,280
world leaders of corporations everybody

2003
01:24:53,300 --> 01:24:51,690
is everything and everyone it will be

2004
01:24:55,760 --> 01:24:53,310
shown for what they are and that's

2005
01:24:58,850 --> 01:24:55,770
certainly what's coming out all of the

2006
01:25:01,520 --> 01:24:58,860
dark nasty business that's been going on

2007
01:25:03,980 --> 01:25:01,530
is being those lights means shined on it

2008
01:25:06,110 --> 01:25:03,990
and so that's what's happening

2009
01:25:08,480 --> 01:25:06,120
so how that's going to play out will be

2010
01:25:11,270 --> 01:25:08,490
up to the collective we can go easy or

2011
01:25:12,890 --> 01:25:11,280
we can go hard you know some will make

2012
01:25:14,780 --> 01:25:12,900
it some won't but even those who don't

2013
01:25:16,070 --> 01:25:14,790
make it it's fine because all that means

2014
01:25:19,010 --> 01:25:16,080
is that they'll continue on their

2015
01:25:20,600 --> 01:25:19,020
journey on another 3d planet but it

2016
01:25:22,550 --> 01:25:20,610
probably won't be one of a control

2017
01:25:26,300 --> 01:25:22,560
system like this one they will be free

2018
01:25:30,560 --> 01:25:26,310
to wake up and remember and get back on

2019
01:25:32,510 --> 01:25:30,570
this on the cycle back home so so it'll

2020
01:25:33,650 --> 01:25:32,520
be good it's gonna be amazing I think

2021
01:25:36,050 --> 01:25:33,660
it's gonna be awesome however it plays

2022
01:25:40,670 --> 01:25:36,060
out I'm all for it it's better than

2023
01:25:44,060 --> 01:25:40,680
what's going on so okay I think that's